yeah, pretty sure it's 11:30 the night before my core research paper is due. the question is, have i started it? the answer is no, of course. i've been doing much more important things like watching sex and the city, eating ice cream, folding laundry, and making quesadillas. obviously that stuff is more important. but i don't mind staying up ( Read more... )

ok... so nutcracker is over... and i'm not sure how i feel about the whole matter. it was a great run and i'm really happy with how it went, but it was my last nutcracker--- ever. i feel like a chapter of my life is ending. i dunno. it's senior year and there's going to be a lot of endings this year; nutcracker was just the start of them. i'm ( Read more... )

ok... i'm trying really hard not to let my journal spiral back into the "dark" phase it once was in. but it's really hard right now considering everything that's happening. i know that in reality it's just stress, but i hate letting myself get consumed by it, ya know? i feel like i'm weak for letting that happen. i want to be able to focus on ( Read more... )

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ok, do we start with funny or just plain effed up? let's go with the effed up first.

effed up: i was at dance today, or course, cuz that's all i ever do. anyway... i was trying to warm up my little body like a good kid--- you know, prepare myself for the 6 hours of rehearsal before me, and i'm doing fine. that is, until jan approaches me. she ( Read more... )

the five day weekend was pretty great, i have to say. it started off with a double date and a birthday party. both were fun for different reasons. i missed curfew that night. thanksgiving was freaking delicious. i can't remember eating that much or having it be so tastey. grama really out-did herself... especially evident in the fact that i ( Read more... )

alright, i am so effing excited right now! i'm seriously shaking and jumping around my house. can you picture it? it's a good sight. i can't wait till i can talk about my excitement!! but i have to wait. ugh... it feels good when hard work pays off. can someone please come over so i can hug something? i need to squeeze right now. well, no ( Read more... )

ok, so i was reading my journal entries... all of them actually... and i'd just like to apologize for all the shit i've put out there. really, i used to think it was cool to pity myself on livejournal. i didn't do it for the attention (honestly), but i realize now that using livejournal to dwell on the sad points of my life really sucks. what ( Read more... )

i feel like i can't breathe.

i miss her so much