last night was interesting...me trying to convince myself that i'm fine alone. lol. wow, that really worked. talked to Corr...hun, lighten up and stop worrying so much about what everything means. you'll never believe in love if you're constantly trying to figure it out. getting hurt is natural. everyone gets hurt. everyone does some hurting as ( Read more... )

yay! so today was my first real day of college. i can't believe the summer is gone and time for studying and deep thinking has begun. today i had two classes...Italian and English. i love both teachers, they're both women and they're both extremely intelligent. My Italian teacher is upbeat and fun, while my English teacher is stern and to the point ( Read more... )

i think i've written a thousand times over how much i love and hate my life. the complexity of it is confounding and outright frustrating. i wish life were simple. sometimes i wish i were a nun or something. then i wouldn't have to deal with all the relationships. there would pretty much be just one of great importance and that would be God. what ( Read more... )

so friday night was fun...went to a really fancy italian restaurant with B and then we went to his house...got to be alone for a while. then went bowling but decided not to. so we drove around for a while, went back to my house and no one was there, so went to a graveyard and then came home. lol. it was a good night. next day he left, petrie came ( Read more... )

once again i have no idea when the last time i wrote was...and yeah i just ended that with a prep. no wait. was...is that a preposition??? i've been out of school too long. YAY!! NO MORE HIGHSCHOOL! geez. just lots more REAL work...may i cry please? ok. ew. i just looked at my wrist and i got sunburnt so bad this week that my skin is blistering. ( Read more... )

woooooooohoooo!! it's the 3rd!!! yay!! i'm so excited, the 4th of july is my second fav holiday. christmas of course is first...actually, the deerfield fair is second. the 4th of J and the DF are tied. actually...is the DF a holiday? prob not. so neway...worked yesterday, that was fun and boring. today i skipped church cuz i got in a fight with God ( Read more... )

so to the world...it's finally been made public that i'm dating brandon j. walsh. yes sarah...romantic he may be but it doesn't impress me in the least. so today he's picking me up...actually in about 20 minutes and we're going to his house to watch buffy and then andrew and erica are coming over and erica and i are making the boys dinner and the ( Read more... )

went to see the fishercats play today. the exciting part is that they were playing the yankees farm team. that's all we did today...oh, and the yankees farm team won. the great part was, almost everyone there was cheering for the fishercats, then u got daniel and i who are screaming for the other team. we definately got some mean looks. friday it ( Read more... )