Spike and I came into the hospital, me holding Tara in my arms. I kicked the door open and ran inside, still having a good hold on Tara also
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I looked towards Buffy tears streamed down her face,seeing her crying was one of the things that made my soul twitch and remind me it was there the most. I walked towards her and took her into my arms, letting her cry... trying to make her feel as safe as a dead person could make soemone feel secure. She didn't struggle from me like she used to before the soul, she just lay her head on m y shoulder and allowed her problems to fall away for a few minutes. It felt just like when I had held her in my arms the night she had been kicked out of her own house, I felt important. Knowing what was worrying her I asked her a question "want me to call red... and tell her what's happend? you should stay here and wait for the doc" she nodded and walked towards the seat nearest the door, I walked out of the door, towards the pay phone in the hospital corridor.
Spike walked up to me and I just collapsed into him. It was just like the night he had held me before. I just stayed like that, crying into him. It felt good that he was there for me, again. Then, I sat back and looked at him, trying to smile again. He asked me if I wanted him to go call Willow. I had nodded my head, then I walked over to another seat closer to the door.
I watched Spike walk out towards the pay phone to call Willow.
I grabbed the reciever hanging on the wall and punched in willows cell number that buffy had given me before I left into the dial.A constant beeping of the phone wiating to connect coulld be heard until is was interupted by the voice of Willow. "hello.. willow here" she said as she picked up. "Hey willow, It's spike... theres some bad news something... something wrong with tara we're all down at sunnydale hopsital, I think you should come quick" There was a deadly silent pause and the her stuttered "I'll be there asap" then hung up. I stood there holding the reciever to my ear, as if I hadnt noticed anyone wasnt on the othere line. I broke my train of thoughts and slammed the reciever back onto the holder and made his way back <<>>>>
I looked up from my seat as Spike came back into the room.
"Did you get a hold of Willow?" I asked him, just getting over my crying.
I couldn't imagine what was going through Willow's mind right now. Tara just got back and we don't even know how..so she must be very confused right now. But, I hope she comes. I just want to see her too.
Spike sat back down next to me, and I tried to smile to him. Then, I glanced over towards the window of the room Tara was in. They had an IV in her and they were helping her breathe better. I sighed. I really hope she'd be okay. I turned to Spike and layed my head down on his shoulder. I just wanted someone to hold me right now. Even if it was Spike, I still cared for him like I used to. Not sure if he knew that though.
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"want me to call red... and tell her what's happend? you should stay here and wait for the doc" she nodded and walked towards the seat nearest the door, I walked out of the door, towards the pay phone in the hospital corridor.
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I watched Spike walk out towards the pay phone to call Willow.
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"Hey willow, It's spike... theres some bad news something... something wrong with tara we're all down at sunnydale hopsital, I think you should come quick" There was a deadly silent pause and the her stuttered "I'll be there asap" then hung up. I stood there holding the reciever to my ear, as if I hadnt noticed anyone wasnt on the othere line. I broke my train of thoughts and slammed the reciever back onto the holder and made his way back
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"Did you get a hold of Willow?" I asked him, just getting over my crying.
I couldn't imagine what was going through Willow's mind right now. Tara just got back and we don't even know how..so she must be very confused right now. But, I hope she comes. I just want to see her too.
Spike sat back down next to me, and I tried to smile to him. Then, I glanced over towards the window of the room Tara was in. They had an IV in her and they were helping her breathe better. I sighed. I really hope she'd be okay. I turned to Spike and layed my head down on his shoulder. I just wanted someone to hold me right now. Even if it was Spike, I still cared for him like I used to. Not sure if he knew that though.
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