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[temptress_tara]

:: There is no time... no air, no pain, just constant warmth and love. There are no thoughts, simply the feeling of being loved and cared for and safe. There is no identity. There is nothingness. Until....a rush of light enters this sea of souls and makes contact with somthing, with a great force of power. Tara who had no knowledge of her identity

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[trueslayer26]

As we came in the door, I heard movements inside, from someone else. I was ready to face anything, if there was anything in my house that is. I turned around from helping Angel in the door, to see...Tara? Oh my god. Whats going on? How is she back? She had died. My eyes started to fill with tears, I was happy to see her. And Willow..oh my gosh, does she know she's back?

I tried to speak, but was lost for words. Finally, I did manange to get out her name.

"Tara..? W-what is going on?" I knew she probably had no idea either, so all I could do was go over and give her limp body a hug. I almost started crying, but I wasn't sure how that would go with this whole situation, so I held back my tears.

I turned back around, to see Spike setting Angel down on the couch, his face looking as confused as mine.

Then, I turned back to Tara. "Do you want to talk some..upstairs?" I motioned for us to go upstairs. Then, I looked to Spike, and he nodded his approval.

We started upstairs, my arm around her back, supporting her.

[temptress_tara]

Buffy helped me into her room. I sat heavily on the bed my whole body aching. Especially my heart. This was all so new and old at the same time, It was so much emotion I could barely cope.
Tears formed in my eyes and suddenly I was sobbing. I felt like a large part of my life had been taken from me, and nothing was safe, or clear anymore. I didn't know what to think.

"Ssh...." Buffy said to me, stroking my hair. It was calming, and at the same time unnerving to feel someone again.
"It was just like you said Bu-Buffy, it was a place where I was safe and whole, and I was stripped from there. I don't know if I'm happy, or sad, I know that I have missed a whole chunk of my life and it scares me...is willow okay? I don't know anything."

I felt like I was missing somthing. But then I was, I was missing whatever had happened between the time I died, and now. So I asked the question that I had been wondering about ever since I had returned.

"Buffy, what happened after I died?"

[trueslayer26]

I just sat there, stroking her back, trying to calm her. I knew how it felt, to be taken away from that place, Heaven. I started tearing then, again, remembering when I was pulled out from there. I know exactly how she feels

[temptress_tara]

I tried to comprehend the large amount of information I had recieved in such a small amount of time. Willow? MY Willow had turned...evil? Yet I understood, because while I wasnt sure if that was what I would have done, but If someone had killed Willow, I too would have had a thirst for vengance.

I didn't blame her. I couldn't. Besides, my love for her was unconditional. There was no scenario I could see where wouldn't love her. And Willow had made all girls slayers....Wait. Does this mean I'm a slayer? Or not? I must have come back for a purpose....I shook my head as if to clear it.
I suddenly realized that Buffy was still waiting for me to answer her question.

"Oh...sure. Its just a lot to take you know?"
Buffy nodded.

I walked out of the room with her to get cleaned up, and to get some fresh clothes. Then somthing hit me. I casually...well I tried to sound casual anyway, asked my question.

"Has, um...Wi-Will met anyone new?"