fic: Leaving This Behind Was My First Mistake (Glee; Blaine gen fic)

[buffyx]

Title: Leaving This Behind Was My First Mistake
Fandom/Pairing: Glee; Blaine gen fic
Warnings: There are some descriptions of violence.
Summary: "He'd become an expert at bouncing back." This is my crazy stupid long Blaine backstory fic. Spoilers through 2x20.

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[heartsasmagnets]

He’d become an expert at bouncing back; each time a little less, maybe, but he’d done it because he had to, because it was all he had.

This. THIS. THIS IS SO BLAINE.

Really, that whole last section is amaaaaaaaazing.

Eager to read more.

[buffyx]

Thank you darling! I've decided to leave it as is; I wrote more, but I'm not happy with it, and so even though this ends rather angstily, at least we all know Blaine ends up okay in the end!

[oatmeal_cookie]

MY ETERNAL CREYS, OH GOD I CAN'T ;__________________;

I want to climb into my computer screen and hold him and tell him that everything's going to be okay as;ldfjkals;dfkj why are you doing this to me buffy whyyyyy

[buffyx]

FOREVER AND A DAY LATE, THAT'S HOW I ROLL~

i love you patmeal. let's bury my pet bird and hold hands ok

[oatmeal_cookie]

oh hey remember when you promised me you'd post the rest of it before Funeral aired? Ha. Ha. Haaaaaa.

I still love you, let's move to New York and be in love forever

[theskywasyou]

You. Just. I can't find words. I am gutted. I've been waiting so long for you to write in this fandom and holy shit it was worth the wait. You could see how much pain he'd been through when he talked to Kurt about this, and this feels so raw, so much like what his story must be. It broke my heart. ILU ;____________;

[buffyx]

<333333333333333333

(i am glad we share the pathological need to watch our favorite characters suffer. ~I'M NOT ALONE~)

[the_spin]

OH MY GOD YOU WROTE FIC BRB READING WHILE CRYING WITH JOY.

[the_spin]

Oh god this is gutting, why is it not tomorrow yet. Dude, I love it when you write words. Your Blaine is fantastic.

[buffyx]

Thank you so much! <333 I've finally given up on finishing the second part; it just wasn't gelling with this first half, it felt too different and directionless, and I realized it was better left here. EVEN IF BLAINE BREAKS MY HEART WAHHHH.

(Also when are you writing Kurt/Blaine because I need that in my life, like legit.)

[the_spin]

WHAT. I do not approve of this development and I think you should write some Kurt/Blaine to ease my disappointment. Seriously, I would read a million words of plotless Kurt and Blaine hanging out in coffee shops, whatever. At least I have great Blaine backstory to love!

And haha omg I'm trying? I can't decide on a plot, I want to write everything. I just want all the fic in the universe to exist for them and no one could ever write enough to satisfy me.

[novelized]

this is already my favorite fic and i don't even know how it ends.

“That’s what you get,” he said to his ceiling, but there was no one there to hear.
TEARS MY HEART APART. every single time. you have blaine nailed so perfectly, so flawlessly. i want to live inside your blaine!brain for the rest of my life. i love this so much, the image of blaine and how his life brought him to where he is today. i cannot wait for the rest. YOU ARE THE BEST.

[buffyx]

WELL KALEY, i guess i've made it official and resigned myself to not finishing that second half. no one will get to read about the adventures of hipster!jeremiah, wah wah wah. but it's better this way, i promise. (don't hurt me?)

maybe you can write that fic about jeremiah sleeping with blaine and breaking his heart so i can read it every christmas.

[novelized]

I GUESS I CAN FORGIVE YOU. this does end at a wonderful (but terrible) place so it works out. HOWEVER, if you wrote more at all you should send it to me. don't let it rot away!

i still love this.

and i will write that fic as soon as i've finished my chord/darren one. :D