I think a lot of us are at breaking point right now. I haven't felt this stressed in along time. But it seems everything has hit me all at once, and right now I'm struggling just to breathe. Sgt Powell waltzes in and wants to add stress on me about this board that really doesn't mean shit. "I need to shine for cems, because we're in the spotlight ( Read more... )

So mendez tells me what he payed to go to hawaii right, oh wow I went to go book my ticket today and they were trying to charge me a grand, theres no way. It only cost me 800 to go to texas which is CENTRAL, and maybe its tourist season who knows, but thats fucking ridiculous. So yeah, not real happy right now. Murphy's law is a bitch aint it? So ( Read more... )

"To believe your own thought,-to believe that what is true for you, in your private heart, is true for all men,-that is genious. Familiar as the voice of the mind is to each, the highest merit we ascribe to Moses, Plato, and Milton, is, that they set at nought books and traditions, and spoke not what other men, but what they thought.-Yet this ( Read more... )

So I talked to you last night for a while, my only regret is they got me so trashed last night. I have mixed feelings about being drunk and dealing with important situations. In a way I dont like it because Im not in my right mind, but in a way I guess it's good, because all inhibitions are gone and it's honest. Things seemed really awkward this ( Read more... )

So now that the day is almost over I feel a little better, although Im starting to feel a little sick to my stomach, maybe because the alcohol wore off. Who drinks so much they dont remeber the whole night on a weekday, Jess does...Damn Mendez and his tequila, I ws informed I took at least 4 shots, on top of the massive numbers of screwdrivers. ( Read more... )

So how do you trust? I have an issue with trust and longevity, and obviously for good reason... For all of you that have known me for a while, you know that I have a few issues with getting close to people. I have been burned pretty bad in the past and I reasoned to myself that it would be easier not to get close to anyone rather than let somebody ( Read more... )

So chief just tricked me into goin into the echo shop and they brought a cake in with a candle and sang happy birthday to me. It def just made my day so much better, i think I almost shed a tear...lol. So sweet. Just thought I would share the moment, sorry.

another year, time flys when our having fun right?? So keven stayed up so he could tell me happy birthday last night, and we ended up drinking half of the big bottle of grey goose that I got yesterday. Which normally would be a bad thing, but Im glad we did it...So here I am i my office contemplating life and how my life continually only serves as ( Read more... )

So today started at like 4 this morning. we had a formation at 5 to get on the buses and head to walker. So they give us this shitty sac lunch, wonderful just what I wanted...SO we get to walker and we have to form up for the opening ceremonies, well the fun part is they have cannons set up at the side of the field that they planned on firing. Well ( Read more... )

I cant stand it anymore, Im gonna make a run for the border again, just backwards this time. The border patrol doesnt stop yuo from trying to get IN to mexico, do they? lol So anywhere would be better than here, anybody else feeling my pain?