reality sucks, when you finally come to terms with what has happened in your life. what things ment in the past, and how they effect the future w/o you ever knowing. you can learn alot but only if you open your eyes to it.... but ive had mine closed. and it sucks, cus now i feel like im standing alone, with no where to go. i just kinda feel lost. ( Read more... )

today i got up and went to school, and got there kinda late so i got a bad parking spot... oh well. after school i came home and then went out to kohls. i bought a shirt, i really cute one. i went to the one on westnedge first but the didnt have my size, so i had to go all the way over to the one on west main. lol.... then max called and told me ( Read more... )

after school i had physical therapy. i liked it! i got a shoulder rub down by a hott guy! :) lol then i went over to maxs for a short while... but he had to leave to go to the sports physical thingy. we might hangout again later after thats over, but idk. uhh, i think thats about it. mk, ill write more later :)

mmm.... im eating chocolate chip pancakes, and they are effin awesome! last night i stayed home and watched some movies with a friend. it was fun. very 'relaxing' lol
... not sure what im going to do today, but it should be interesting :) i hope its as nice out today as it was yesterday. well thats all for now, ill letcha kno what i did later!

today was surprisingly good. i got out of work an hour early and came home and just layin in the sun and read a book. it was very realaxing! theres only one thing that would make my day better... but that remains a secret! lol i think were having hamburgers and potato salad and macaroni salad for dinner and im excited lol.... ok well, im gunna go ( Read more... )

well, its been a rough last few days, but its finally sat, and im kinda hoping that mb this weekend will release some of my stress and other ppls stess so things can just be good again. i woke up this morn and it was sunny and warm - so its already a good start to the day. but to make things better, i would get to spend the day with my baby. ( Read more... )

it amazes me how fucked up things can get.... i hate my house. i dont want to be here. my fuckin brother ratted me out on sumtin and got be in so much fuckin trouble. lets see if i ever cover for him again when he wants to get away with sumtin. hes such a lil fag. ugh! youd think that by 13 he would have some common sense. what goes around comes ( Read more... )

thank god...its finally friday. i hated this whole week! lol yea so. i went the maxs lacrosse game last night and sat in the rain for 2 1/2 hours.... now thats what i call dedication! lol it was fun tho ( Read more... )

hey yall- whats up? today wasnt that bad. coulda been better tho. after school i came home.... ALONE, and that sucked! then i went to the mall to get some work stuff figured out, then did a lil window shoppin. it was alright. then i went to office max to look for a planner for this summer to keep myself straight with all my shit. HA... like i ( Read more... )

well, today wasnt that bad... for a monday. i dont really have anything to do today, unless i get to hangout with max later tonight. which i really hope i get to do. i hurt my shoulder again yesterday tryin to play lax with max lol... it wasnt pretty, but it was fun! uhh, yea... thats about it. more later!