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[buggered_vamp]

They all keep comin' to me, accusin'--the hellbitch, Dru, Mother, Buffy, the other slayers...mostly at night

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[_vampangel_]

*follows Buffy to the basement door, assures her it's better if he goes in alone*

*opens the basement door, walking down the stairs*

Spike?

[buggered_vamp]

*Over by the washin' machine, hears someone callin' his name and comin' down the stairs. Hides in the shadow-y corner of the basement*

Yes I'm here. But wasn't expectin' any guests.

Thought that mother may pay me a visit. But not you. Your her precious Angelus aren't you.*Rubs eyes* Though you don't look like him.

[_vampangel_]

*looks confused*

Mother? Dru?

*stands at the bottom of the stairs*

I'm Angel, Spike.

[buggered_vamp]

Angelus? Angel. Long hair? Short hair. Mother? No mother.

Where is mother? Dead. No, can't be dead.

Are you lost to mate?

[_vampangel_]

*mumbles to himself*

I think I need to Dru here to translate.

*reaches out to touch Spike's shoulder, winces when Spike flinches*

Damn it, Spike, I didn't come here to hurt you.

I want to help, but I need you to tell me what happened to you.

Were you cursed?

[buggered_vamp]

*Shrugs off any attempt by Angel to console him*

No hurting me. Too late for that. And thought you said that you knew what I done, knowed my darkest secret.

Am I cursed? Am I dead, no not dead. Not truly alive either. Where there once was life, now is only death. Where once was light, now only darkness dwells.

If only it was a curse. But fear that eternal sufferin' is my only curse.

Was only me and mother. Think it was quick and painless. Then a cruel demon. Then was only dust. Poor Mother. Never ment to hurt her. Just wanted to be loved.

[_vampangel_]

*silently processes Spike's words*

Your mother...you...

*shakes head*

I never knew, Drusilla never told me. It was a long time ago, William, you need to try and forget about it.

[buggered_vamp]

*Lays back against the basement wall. Starts to shake*

Ha, ha, ha, if only it was that easy. To forget. No can't forget. Willam was a bad boy. Has to be punished. Is what that blond Fury bint said. She was right.

Have to be punished.*Turns toward wall, begins punchin' it with his hand*