I know.

Yes, I know.

I understand.

That too.

But it's still hitting me in the face that there's one person that I'd really want to lie the tracks down with.

I'm not sure if she really knows.

... What the hell am I doing?

Fuck me stupid.

Buggie

Only I could be derpaderp enough to nearly lose my finger in a deli slicer. They put it back together, which is good. I learned that they can stitch fingernails back together which is crazy ( Read more... )

       Good Lord Byron, I am ill as fuck ( Read more... )

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 Ha, WHOA!

My boyfriend's wife is fucking his best friend!

That is such a loaded sentence.  Does that sound really weird to anyone who isn't me?  I bet it does.

Life is going so crazy.

What do you think happens next?

Buggie

 When sleep-talking boyfriend tells you you need to work out your thighs, you know you've been sitting around too much.  I'm officially dieting, sheesh.

I tell him these things he doesn't remember saying and judging by how hard he laughs and covers his face, I know how true it is.

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 As I lie here drunkenly in the dark, I can hear muffled voices murmuring past the door.  I'm not paying them any mind.

The whole bed feels like its sinking and I feel like I've already gone through the floor.  It's been a while since I've been like this.  Today was just not my day.

Something in my head clicked and this fucked up feeling of ( Read more... )

 Duke Ellington's piano playing is fooling me into a stable state ( Read more... )

 At night I lie down feeling as though I'm the only thing in living color surrounded by thousands of shades of gray.
The darkness in rooms makes everything dull.  I can't differentiate color.  The only thing I hear is myself breathing and although I can't see myself I feel alive and alone.  I feel I'm the brightest thing in the dark and that all the ( Read more... )

 This sangria strangely tastes overly delicious being backed by sour cream and onion ridges chips.  Family Guy is blaring in my fuzzy, warm face while Jinks and Ruckus chuckle at their Halo screen.  The ink on the side of my hands still hasn't fully come off and I'm still thinking about work, work and more work.

The last few weeks feels like ( Read more... )