i almost told myself i didn't have to deal with this shit and thought about just leaving.

i'm glad i didn't.

my head hurts. my head is pounding. my body aches. it's hard to go to bed feeling like this, but that is all i want to do. i feel unhealthy. i feel like all i eat is cookies and crackers all day. i need to eat a big steak or a stick of celery or something. i should have some water. and probably another pill to make the pain go away. i hope this ( Read more... )

wooooooooooooooooooooooo ( Read more... )

please... don't feed the ego... there is no more need...

oh well, thank you very much anyway.

*munch munch**

i hope everyone had a good Rosh Hashanah at sundown yesterday. if not there's always yom kippur next friday.

you can tell that autumn's here ( Read more... )

everyones busy. everyones tired. everyone has an excuse to not hang out with me. not in a bad way, like i'm mad at then or anything. i just feel like a loser when i can't find anyone to hang out with. i only have so many options anyways ( Read more... )

i'm not updating my journal today because doug will think i did it because he told me to. i'm not falling for that bullshit ( Read more... )

fuck. i hate being a girl. i feel like i'm on this stupid emotional rollercoaster. now, people who know me know i don't ever get cranky or mad, so when i actually am like this i feel like a normal person, but i feel like a bad person. i just need to lock myself in a closet or something. i'm glad though that i don't really express this stuff to ( Read more... )

foreskin.