okay this conversation started out because one day alyx was staying at my house and we were about to go skating at Skate City and i needed some energy food so i tried to get a banana and it shocked me. lol so here it is. it was just so funny i had to put it in here

xXlovelesshartXx: lol did u get shocked by a banana again?!?!?
bugsonmyshoes: YES ( Read more... )

Things are slowly falling apart. I haven't been the happiest thing in the world lately. There are so many things I wish I could change. Like not only about myself (too many things there) but about my life. If things went the way I wanted them to I would feel so much better. But noooo... that would make things wayyyy too easy. I just wish for once ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't updated in like... forever. Nothing new going on really. Just boring as usual... kinda. I like this guy... hes so sweet and ugh... Im not gonna go into all of the details. Let's just say that nothing ever goes they way I want it to. If you want to know whats up then just ask me. So Alyx and Robert had a little scare there... they ( Read more... )

I dont get it. I really dont understand how someone has it sooo good but just cant see it. Its right there in peoples' faces and they just cant see how good life is. It could be so much worse. I have my own problems. People dont know thats for sure... but its all medical so its not like i can help it. I have every reason in the world to be all ( Read more... )

Why is it that every entry completely contradicts the entry before it? Lol in my last entry I was talking about how Jonathan and I got back together and how everything was so great but that quickly ended and I am very happy. When he broke up with me it ruined sooooo many things neither of us saw. I have changed sooo much since then and that makes ( Read more... )

Okay so I haven't updated in a really really long time. Friendships are diminishing and realtionships are blooming ( Read more... )

Today was so great. I am so happy...

I get butterflies...

He was so sweet...

Life is starting to look up...

Wanna know the details??!?!??!?!

ASK!!!!

Love Ya!

I think im sick or something. Whenever I do something I get so exhausted really fast. Yet when I excersize I dont get exhausted at all, even after. I dont know... Im weird I guess. I miss Jonthan a lot still. But I have stopped crying myself to sleep every night like I used to. Thats a good thing. Im not going to date. I dont want to. Unless ( Read more... )

okay Im not so carefree anymore. Once again, I just typed a lot and pressed some button that deleted it so whatever. I dont care

Byes!!!

i cant stop thinking about jonathan... i have changed almost everything about myself for him. Not because he wants me to but because i wanted to. I cant show him that... i know it will work... i just know it. he came over while i was babysitting the other day... and his touch... i cant even explain it. I never realized untill today how... perfect ( Read more... )