I don't understand America today. DO YOU REALIZE HOW GOOD WE HAVE IT HERE??? This country is completely superficial and selfish and nothing but downright conceited. We have so much given to us... fucking A. I don't understand why people would want to deny someone LOVE ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween.
I have a Fairy Costume which I will be wearing to work today.
Wonderful!
I want to go see the kids tonight in their costumes. Plus I put together some candy bags for them. =)

I have this shitty cold and it sucks. Hopefully Lisa will come over tonight! =) Gotta fly!

xoxo
ash

p.s. i love you

I really love this song. I think I can relate to it in a lot of ways. Good good song ( Read more... )

Im really starting to hate my hair. I wish it would either be really short or really long. I hate this inbetween stage. Jack is starting to doubt my intentions! I swear I want to hang out with you darling! I DO! You help me think, and thats a huge quality i admire in my friends. So other than being ill yesterday... life is pretty all right ( Read more... )

Oh no, I see ( Read more... )

Its always the same thing with me. I fall way too hard and way too fast. Sucks to be me. And in the end I am hurt and angry. A very angry person. Can't tell myself not to be angry because that would be a lie because that is what I feel! I have the feeling and theres no denying it ( Read more... )

What do you do when you know something's bad for you ( Read more... )

God damn I have so much to be angry about right now. I want to get really piss ass drunk tonight. Gonna definately finish that bottle of jager and those 2 40s in my fridge while doing laundry and cleaning the room. Stupid Direct TV fuck this morning. I swear rude people SUCK! I wish I had someone to fall back on. The Love Actually soundtrack kicks ( Read more... )

Hola life. Saw Emily and Tristan for the first time in a LONG LONG LONG time. I missed them. Life is still dramatic. Seems like everything is falling apart at the seams. But I will get through it eventually. I need to apply to school soon. I wish I didn't have so much responsibility as far as money goes. But I do and I can't change that now. Just ( Read more... )

I really wish I was a lot stronger. I wish I was numb to so many feelings. I really like the music on Little Bear... its soothing. Lisa is so awesome. She got the job at 106. I am sad to see her go. She wants me to try to go for the DWCC (delivery will call coordinator). I totally think I could handle it. Not too much involved. Except I don't know ( Read more... )