So last night "crutches girl" comes into the library around 10 pm, her usual time, and begins her nightly bitch and moan about everything I don't care or want to hear about. Well, midnight rolls around and it is time for me to shut the library up and go home to get some sleepage but nope, fucking "crutches girl" hasn't finished releasing her ( Read more... )

It's almost been two weeks since I last updated, hmm, nothing new to report.

If Jesus was a disease, which one would he be?

The poem below is wrong because it is ugly, look at it. Isn't it ugly?

Today ( Read more... )

so for some reason I've been spending most of my evening lookingup stuff about fish and aquariums. Me and Cathie recently received a good chunk of glass, a 30 gallon aquarium and so we're gonna make the move from an old 10 gallon with 4 goldfish and a pleco, way way way too small for these and put them in soemthign that is still too small but at ( Read more... )

behind sheets
under pillows and away
from the bed
my ghost drifts and paces -
unable to drift into a
darkening slumber to be
held in the billowing cloth
of those soft and silent hours

time tics slowly, unhurried by the toil
that daylight encourages, and lags
behind, losing itself in the wet grass
lightly shifting under the mist of the

so is it obvious i don't have much of an existence outside of work? Basically all this journal reflects is bitterness and excerpts from whatever the hell I happen to be reading and find interesting, amusing, etc ( Read more... )

is conscious belief a defense against unconscious doubts, which in their turn arise from unresolved repressed conflicts. If you start off with fixed beliefs about the way things things ought to be, you'll only prevent yourself from seeing what is. huh ( Read more... )

This weekend was cool, got to chill with my girlie and watched a couple movies, nothin' much. Bought some bitchin headphones, not exactly what I wanted (grados) but they're cheap and get teh job done (Koss Ur19's). That is all. Oh yeah, Columbia has shit selection when it comes to buying good things. Every store is crammed full of the same ( Read more... )