once upon a time i was falling in love, now im only falling apart.

[bukkakekatie]

everything is so different.
i suppose thats the way life works though?
change is good.
change can be bad.
its so weird not having you anymore.
but this is what i wanted?
this is what's best for the both of us.
she makes me feel numb.
but im sure he makes you feel like that too.
sometimes i just want to be with you,
hold you close to me.
other times i

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[eclipsedhope]

and you.
what do i do with you?
i dont know if i can play games right now
im experiencing an intense surge of vulnerability right now.
and you are only going to lead me deeper into this hole.
i should probably just let go of your hand, turn around, and walk away
but its too late for that.
im past the point where i can just let go of you.
and that scares me.
alot.

is that me or Devin?
I miss you, you know Im still not even 100% whats happening between us.
we just need to hang out real soon. see how everything feels
Im surprised to hear how much you are missing me and love me, you just dont show it that much when we're together, not untill we are apart