Rebel // 63 [Voice]

May 16, 2011 03:37

[Major Kisaragi returned to Luceti a few days ago.

Major... Noel can't remember the last time she had seen or spoken to him. It had been months, surely, but he had clearly forgotten his time from before. Noel can't help but feel relieved, yet... she's still going to remain on-guard. Why? Because she lives with Ragna. It's silly, honestly. She ( Read more... )

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[Voice] | BECAUSE THEY NEED TO TALK SOMETIME semper_cogitans May 16 2011, 18:31:33 UTC
[Running away from problems. That's something that Robert knows well; it's something that he does, most of the time. Here in Luceti, though, you can't really run away from them. You can only ineffectually half-bury them.

He knows that this person probably didn't mean to send the message, but... but it's a question that resonates with him.]

...

I apologize; I realize you did not mean to send this message, but...

...

... I would... I would w-wish to stay here if... if there was no way to return to my multiverse without me forgetting.

... There are too many things about this place that I would not wish to forget.

[Some conviction creeps softly into Robert's tone here:] But I will endeavour to find a way to return home, or move between multiverses, voluntarily, in a way where I can take both the people I care for here and the memories I have of this place...

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[Voice] Excellent. bullet_dance May 16 2011, 20:20:23 UTC
[...] That would be a nice idea...

[She would say something along the lines of how she would love to traverse between her world and others, and being able to keep the memories she's gained here, but... when it comes down to it, with the inner workings of her world, she's not entirely sure if she wants to go back. Right when she was beginning to think she could make some sort of new home out of Luceti, all of that transpired. And when she thinks of how utterly helpless they are to the Malnosso... those scientists are able to bend Luceti to their whim. One day, Ragna could be gone, and hours later Terumi could show up. It still sounds a bad case of paranoia, but still.

She doesn't even know how she's been able to manage to cope with Nu being in the same enclosure for so long. Either way? She can't win.]

...I-I'm sure a lot of people here would like that.

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[Voice] It was a great opportunity <3 semper_cogitans May 16 2011, 21:55:14 UTC
[In some ways, Robert has grown to see parts of his own world - his own culture - that he would have never seen if he hadn't come here. He is staring into the yawning abyss that happens when he sees the anti-violence rhetoric that he'd grown up with his whole life falter and sometimes even fail.

So far he's managed to keep clinging to it, even while his mind has started slowly sorting out the implications, trying to work through them... The latest experiment helped this, depending on how one looks at it.]

It would be the most ethical use of this technology...

... And such a research opportunity, too. To be able to freely integrate between worlds... there would be so much knowledge to share, and explore, and so many things that could be done...

[It sounds grand and amazing and beautiful and Robert's idealistic side kind of wants it to happen.

Then he'd get to be with Don.]

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[Voice] bullet_dance May 16 2011, 22:05:35 UTC
[Robert's formal speech makes Noel blink. Whoever she's talking to, he's clearly intelligent. She almost feels a little nervous in comparison, and yet... his idealistic view on such a concept puts her at ease.]

I agree. [...] But if something like that was ever made, I don't think I could be able to stay in one place at a time. [She'd always be visiting someone or another. And Nami would be likely to drag her to her world and never let go.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 16 2011, 22:29:46 UTC
[That, and he pretentious-dictions a lot out of habit. He doesn't even realize how he sounds most of the time; it's only been pointed out a few times by Vivi and Poland.]

It would be difficult to stay in only one location, wouldn't it...

Though I imagine some people would wish to go directly home and stay there. But I myself would never want to waste the opportunity associated with study.

... I suppose it would be even more complex between myself and my partner...

[Though Robert is more likely to go wherever his turtle does. After all, all he'd need to do is report back to the Institute occasionally with his findings.

... The Head Institute would employ him for sure if he had this information to take back.]

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[Voice] bullet_dance May 17 2011, 02:24:34 UTC
Your partner? [What does he mean by part--... ohhhhh.] W-Why would it be complex?

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 17 2011, 02:33:42 UTC
He comes from a very different world... a-and, I am not certain whether his family would be happy to live in mine.

... I would not want to keep him from his family. He loves them immensely, and he deserves to be able to be with them, too.

[Robert glances down uncomfortably.] Yet, I do not know if they would wish to accompany us, were we to journey... I would not want to place him in a position where he is forced to choose between myself and his family. That is unfair.

[Robert is accomodating in the extreme... though it makes sense. Don's family is composed of people he loves, too, and he has every right to want to be with them as well.]

... It is not a situation I am familiar with.

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[Voice] bullet_dance May 17 2011, 03:20:52 UTC
[Oh... that does sound like a bit of a mess. One that Noel's not entirely familiar with, either. Or is she?]

Oh... I-I'm sorry. I didn't realize it was... [...that and it was personal. way to go, noel.

She pauses to think it over. She may as well try and give some sort of advice.] Do you think it's possible if he were able to spend time with both you and his family?

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 17 2011, 08:27:03 UTC
Please, do not apologize. It is not something that you would have known about, and at any rate, you are very p-polite.

[Hey, a question like that was likely to garner personal responses. But Robert doesn't mind.]

... It may be, in that scenario. That would be the ideal that I would hope for, at least.

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[Voice] bullet_dance May 17 2011, 08:48:27 UTC
[Trust me, she'll be doing that a lot.] And if that happened, then it wouldn't mean he would need to choose, right?

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 17 2011, 18:11:30 UTC
[Oh, so will Robert. He's the reflexive-apologizer type himself. That, and he suspects it is often something he did...]

In that situation, I would hope so...

... But I do not wish to be too idealistic. [He exhales slightly, pursing his lips.] The thing about this place is that it is so inherently unpredictable...

[But he doesn't want to think about it suddenly stealing someone he loves away.]

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[Voice] bullet_dance May 17 2011, 22:47:18 UTC
[Sob, these two.

...oh. It's true, isn't it? The realization of that wipes that smile off her face.]

M-Maybe... but it's something to think about, right? It really is a nice idea...

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 17 2011, 23:31:36 UTC
[And it just did that too. Though Robert doesn't know that yet.]

I want it to be more than an idea, if we can somehow make that happen.

...

Are there people that you would take home yourself, if I may ask? Assuming those people would accompany you, that is.

Or is there some other reason that you would wish to stay here?

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[Voice] bullet_dance May 18 2011, 00:04:33 UTC
[None, Robert.

...but she won't actually say that.]

Oh... well... m-maybe a few, but to tell you the truth, I would rather want to see what their worlds are like. It would be interesting to see the... differences? [...]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 18 2011, 00:28:27 UTC
[Good thing for Noel that Robert has trouble reading expressions and broadcasts his so easily.

That notion does make him excited, though.] Ah, yes. It would be splendid, I think. Just imagine all the possibilities for research and expansion of knowledge...

Why, entire ecosystems to analyze and compare...

[It's an astrobiologist paradise.]

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[Voice] bullet_dance May 18 2011, 00:33:00 UTC
[...this is definitely a kind of person she has never spoken to before. Ir reminds her of the kind of things scientists would say.

Is he a scientist? :|a]

U-Um... what's your name? [oh wait] Ah! M... Mine is Noel. ...Noel Vermillion.

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