at life in general.

I actually started crying today.

god I love Paige.. She started talking about how rocky is gonna have fun walking in my footsteps.  I love her to death

Nostalgic memories- tainted with her screams ( Read more... )

thats what I am.

I'm not supposed to care... I'm going nowhere....

Today was a good day.  One of my best in a while.

English.. WOW! Kyle not being around really makes my life better!  I mean, I can talk to my friends without every comment I make having another comment by another source *cough* making me feel like the village idiot.  Its a lot less lonely too......

Math.. one of those days where I actually don't ( Read more... )

my problem is I can't get focused... I know I'm fucked but I don't do anything to fix it.  If I don't understand whats going on I just pay more attention to the doodles in my margin.

Fuck Ny... I can't do this!  I've only got three classes and I'm to fucking irresponsible for even fucking that.

Oh jeez..

I just realised how fucked up I am in school.  There's three Calculus assignments in front of me... An english paper I don't even have fruit for (not to meantion I don't even know if it'll be accepted late so the motivation is not there), Physics- which I don't even know whats due.  Thank god I only have 3 classes....

I'm nauseous now

why do you give a fuck.

You don't fucking know me.
and if I have changed... you've got yourself to blame..

These past two weeks.... two weeks changes everything.....

I'm finally over you....  Mostly cause of him..

I could feed you the same bull shit you gave me.  "he was going through the same thing as me, He was there for me" but that would be ( Read more... )

I hate being unreliable.  I hate how I can never give a striaght answer.  I hate being abandoned multiple times because of this.

I've lost friends... I've lost love...

Just because I'm unreliable...

And it's not even my fault... or is it?
My fault for not figuring out the system (that I'm told over and over isn't as bad as I make it)

Then why am I the ( Read more... )

I knew this was wrong all along...  I just never listened to myself.  I'm exhausted.  Since this started I haven't slept through the night ( Read more... )

YEAAAAAA!

I just got cock blocked though....

I want him... I will have him...

fuck you!

Can't call me a whore when your whoring it up with Maryann!