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Nov 13, 2004 19:01

goddamnit. i feel so fuckin....... alone i guess. i feel like i've lost everything. and all my shit starts out with "goddamnit". i can't sleep. i don't do anthing i used to for fun. i can't keep anyone. no one every wants me like i want them. what i'm i doing wrong? riddle me that. why can't alex keep anyone?

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aqhart November 13 2004, 19:55:53 UTC
cus they take you for granit. it's their character flaw that's the problem. they're greedy or egocentric and put themselves above you and your feelings. you become an afterthought, a safety net, a back up. you will always be there. as shitty as that is, that's the best i can figure. i wish so fucking bad i could help, you have no idea. it's all bull shit cus you're the last one that deserves this crap. sorry alex, i want to give you an answer but nothing's tangible in a situation like this. so i'm holding my breath and keeping my fingers crossed because this is so unfair and you should be treated so much better than this.

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bullet_beast November 14 2004, 14:30:40 UTC
thank you. i aprecciate that alot. but how do i be more like that ones she.......... anyone wants?

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letsmapthestarz November 14 2004, 17:14:56 UTC
Don't be more like anyone else. You don't need to impress anyone. And don't think that just because "she" doesnt want you means that nobody else want's you. You'll find someone. But you're not ready mentally yet. When you are, you'll notice another person that want's you.

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radio_war November 15 2004, 01:03:14 UTC
hah.
so THAT's what put that idea in your head.

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