is it wrong to be this happy? i feel selfish when there's so much suffering in the world!!
he's asleep in the same bad that i'm sitting on now, i can smell him and he's kinda snuffling into the pillow. dirty dreams no doubt, i know what he's like!!
he called me. he's sorry. he loves me. he didn't mean what he said last night, he was tired and upset. he never meant to hurt me. he just doesn't see the point of struggling through a relationship when we're both so young but if we're both happy together then everything's fine
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it's 2.29 and i can't sleep. i have a horrible feeling in my stomach, like that feeling just before you go onstage/fall downstairs. and my throat's all dry. and my eyes are all wet. and my hands are shaking. he's going to finish it. he's going to the cinema with his ex that's obsessed with him on saturday. this is the worst time for this to happen
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looks like i've fucked up again. i love him and he says he wants to make it less serious. but he doesn't want to see other people. and he doesn't want to see less of me. what
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well.... today's just been the perfect end to the worst week ever. i don't know why though, cause nothing has really gone badly. i saw will, i've spent plenty of time with spence, most of my friends still care about me
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beebs is coming home soon. i can't wait. i've missed her big! leedsfest was so good, janey's friends doing coke and such, and us drinking stolen babycham type stuff. *memories*
she's ditching us for new year though..........bah.