i havent updated in so long. im just write about the main stuff.

last friday(i think)-
- went out to eat with my dad, uncle & megan!

last saturday -
- went to the gayass show with kasie
- hung out with sarah
- went to coldstone<33 with bryan ( Read more... )

i am seriously so fucking sick of my parents. i cant take them anymore. i wish my mom was better. things would be so much diffrent. my dad is always so fucking stressed out that the littlest thing makes him snap. hes so ridioulous. they both dont trust me and thing im this fucking horriable kid who does drugs and drinks. ok well fuck both of you ( Read more... )

every one go look at megs lj hardd_love now! she has pictures from yesterday when we went to the beach!

from tuesday to friday(today) ive been waking up around 5:45am & getting picked up at 6:30am ive been going to megans church with carissa to help with VBS. its a program to teach little kids about god. we were crew leaders (i was kinda just a helper) along with other teenagers to guide the little kids around. we did 5 activies each day. games, ( Read more... )

so i just watch some gay movie from 1995 that i seen like 45yrs ago. brandon sexton II is in it. he is soo cute & i wish he never grew up cause now hes cute but like old. haha anyway im bored so ( Read more... )

lately ive been feeling weird. like i want to change. i want to be someone else. like im sick of being inside of this person. as weird as that sounds its true. im so plain. there is nothing that sticks out about me, nothing im good at. i have no talent. i want to be creative & stop sitting inside my house all day. my life is so boring & im so picky ( Read more... )

um sunday i went to megs. marilyn, rissa, & kristina were there too. we watched 2 movies & went to sleep. it was fun. marilyn makes me laugh till my mouth hurts. marilyn left early & the rest of us sat around all day. later on lex & jay & chloe came home. i hung out with them for a while & lex invited me to go see fireworks with her, my bro, tim(my ( Read more... )

um wednesdy night me nikki & christina went bowling. it was really fun. i love hanging out with those girls. thursday i went to the folly show with nikki & hung out with krista & courtnet. probably the best show ive ever been to at pop. folly was crazy. i love em. nikki slept over & it was fun & i love her ( Read more... )

boys night out is done. not only do they have a new poppy cd, but now there going on tour with fall out boy & the starting line for 2 months. its over for them. oh yeah & not to mention there new GIRL synth player. im so mad. i love them.

well sunday i went to my cousins 8th grade graduation party at this bar thingy. it was kinda boring for me cause there was no one there my age so i hung out with my favorite uncle & soon to be aunt till lex & jay got there. then i just chilled with lex & helped with chloe. i got to drive there & then drive home my uncle. i probably broke so many ( Read more... )