im so sick of being like this. i hate it. & once i see one little thing, i break. but its not little. its a big deal. but im not even gunna say anything. fuck it. im done. i hate everything about myself. theres nothing good about me. i wish i looked different. im so ugly. i have a boring personality. no one even likes me. i just came home from ( Read more... )

the first 20 minutes i was back in school tuesday i was glad to be back. but after i was reminded about the porfilio(3test grades) & reserch paper(2test grades) i have due next week & being molested i can say im not happy to be back.

on a good note: i got my license & i have a car :D

i love when you get into a fight with some one and within a day the change your place on MySpaCeS tOp 8.

like seriously grow the fuck up. lyk oMg i MovEd DowN oN t0p 8.

hahaha wow im hurt

so last night i had another dream about me having a boyfriend. maybe if i keep having these dreams i wont want a boyfriend anymore.. or maybe the other way around ( Read more... )

sometimes the littest things mean the most ( Read more... )

well tonight was fun as hell. me & my friends had a party for everyone who wasnt invited to some other gay party :P but ill tell about that later cause right now im here to say....

ITS MY BIRTHDAY
IM SEVENTEEN!

3 nights in a row ive had a dream where i had a boyfriend. & i never have dreams. & like the whole dream was about me & my boyfriend & how happy i was. each time it was someone different but i dont remember their faces except for one. & every morning i wake up & for about 3 seconds im so happy cause i think i have a boyfriend & then im like 'im ( Read more... )

so the other day nader & antonia picked me up & we went to tatys. then i played with the easy bake over while the watched a movie. then we went & got pizza & then to blockbuster where i saw the love of my life & my new boyfriend. & then we watched HOUSE OF WAX<3 & then we speeded home ( Read more... )

lex got me a pair of new vans. there the black ones with the white polka dots. i love them. she also got me...
- a watch
- pair of earrings
- the book "protac nation"
- cute hairties

shes crazy i feel bad cause i only got her, 2 cds, a candle, and sublime airfresher, & a pair if earrings. i get more stuff when my grandparents come over :)

we finally opened presents. i got ( Read more... )