im alone. im always alone. i have no one. everything is shit. nothing is worth living for. im not happy. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FRIENDS IS GROWING APART FROM ME & DOES NOTHING TO CHANGE IT. you dont care then fuck you i dont care either. none of my friends hang out with me. none of my friends even ask me to hang out. NO I DONT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ( Read more... )

everything has been shitty lately. im like always in a bad mood but i try so hard no to take it out on my friends. im so angry all the time. im always upset about something. lately ive been so sensitive. i told someone something that i should have just kept to myself & now someone hates me although they pretend they dont they do. im growing apart ( Read more... )

so saturday was pretty crazy. um around 5:30? i went to mikaylas. randy was there & then dustin & mark came. we hung out for a while there. later on doug came to pick us up & we picked up corey. then we went to dalys party & didnt know what house to go to. finally we figured it out. the party was pretty crazy. i got pretty drunk, but not out of ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO SEE DANE COOK ( Read more... )

for the last few days, ive been getting chest pains. im not too worried about it though. ive really havent been in a good mood in the last few days either ( Read more... )

so today one of my friends that i used to hang out with back in like 8th was asking me about one of my exboyfriends. we started talking about all the times we all hung out. & it just got me thinking about my ex. i really miss him alot. its pretty obvious who it is. we went out for 5months. & ive been through this so many times. but like he was one ( Read more... )

so monday was kcbs bifthday. she got her license & we went driving to new egypt to pick up lindsey who we never picked up. we went to wawa & kcbs aunts & then the outlets real quick. then we went back to her house & jess & bryan came over & we had birthday cake! then we hung out & then my dad picked me up. um yesterday was a 2hour delay. it was ( Read more... )

when will it be my turn?
when will i ever be fucking happy?

never.

i seriously have the worst jealously problems in the world ( Read more... )

quick update. ok well this weekend was fun as hell. friday i went to megans. hung out with taty, joshx2, carissa, & marilyn. watched madagasGAY or however you spell it haha it was acutally pretty funny. um we went to shoprite, & i think somewhere else i dont remember. @ 11 me & josh went to improv with cat. it was funny but not as funny as last ( Read more... )