i love coming home at 4:30 in the morning wired from ihop and a monster energy drink, which is pretty much crack ( Read more... )

i was so exausted i fell asleep while watching a movie for my film class and slept through the deadline for my paper.
that's the second paper i've missed for this class.
and i've just remembered there was a test online as well that ended yesterday.
that was the only class i was passing.
now, it doesn't look so good.
i need to cut back work hours.

one maybe happened today.
we'll see about the other one.

it irritates me when people rub it in your face that they are better than you or do funner things than you.
sometimes they don't mean it, but they still do it.
it's like they're tormenting you because they are so much more priviledged than you.

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( random and stupid )

get home from work ( Read more... )

i have a headache. probably from inhaling hair dye for a good 3.5 hours and have it not turn out so well. it is in no way anyone but the bleachs fault. stupid dark hair. ah well, maybe it'll magically get lighter tomorrow. if not, i'll have to fix it friday before the maybe becomes a yes or a no ( Read more... )

went to zia to get hair dye while waiting.

( come with me, and you'll be in a world of pure imagination )

the hours on the clock
seem to stop
when i'm thinking about you
it always seems to rain
when my pain is just too much
you are all i want
you are my every reason
i am seething but baby
you don't seem to care