so.... i am stuck out at my moms this week to watch my 15 yr old little brother who is so irresponsible and troublesome that my mom can't trust him with a friend. (stealing his step dad's car for a joy ride, doing drugs, and sneaking out... on top of doing terrible in school, etc.) so anyway, the idiot has been caught by my mother putting clothes ( Read more... )

i just finished my last final (guitar tomorrow doesn't count) of my college career. it was world war one history, and i pretty much owned it. as i left class, i think it finally hit me, i am done with college. i feel pretty amazing and magical right now. my feet have yet to touch the ground. holy shit this is really happening. i never thought it ( Read more... )

life is weird right now... i will be graduating college in about a week and a half. i am torn about how i feel about it, or if i really feel anything at all about it. i think i am mostly freaking out because i think i should be feeling something more than i am. so whatever. these things pass. i probably will be substitute teaching for a while until ( Read more... )

new place.

new cat.

life is good.

the other evening, i was walking on campus, minding my own business, when i looked down... i 'bout shat myself and screamed like a bitch... fucking bullfrog! seriously my heart was racing big-time. then i realized it was just a crumpled up black bag, stunningly folded in the life-like shape of a actual bullfrog ( Read more... )

so yes i am going to write a stupid, year-end type of post... it is hard to make these sound genuine anymore, but here goes ( Read more... )

... i just spent my last evening walking around the historical centro district of guadalajara... and i have to say, i fell in love with this city one last time. the setting sun glistening off the fountains, reflecting off the sculptures, glowing off the stone edifices.... i will be back to this place. sometime when i don't have school. sometime ( Read more... )

... love people for who they are people...

my faith has tossed me hithter and thither...

being john malkovich rules!

five songs... regardless of genre ( Read more... )