ugh
ugh....2 things to say:
1. parents suck....w/e...i get stressed out on my own...thats normal...but whenever i talk to my mom...it gets worse...i always end up upset or more stressed out...its pathetic
and then
2. boys suck....i dont even kno how to elaborate without venting too much...so i just dont think im going to...
hmm...NYSSMA...for those of u who didnt kno...i really could not play my piece as i should have to have gone...but after all that work i wasnt gunna not go...i ended up doing solo not festival like i was so close to doing...and u kno what? i gave it my best...i did the best i could...and i feel i gave it my all and i dnt really care what i got...but if it hadnt been for one certain person...i never would hve been able to do that...you kno who you are...thanks so much!!