so i had a good weekend...i was extrememly happy for most of it (not really friday-sat morn...but after that)..and then it carried over...lik i had a huge grin on my face..i was just so happy...and then monday in school and after..i was still really happy...and same thing today...u kno when ur tired and ur just like depressed and want to go to bed ( Read more... )

right...so the shabbaton had so many negative moments this shabbos...but i must say that despite the issues jeff and i had last night and this morning(which were plentiful or at least really emotional for me)...things are soo good right now...i love him so much!

weirdest thing...i woke up this morning with tears streaming down my face...and i knew ( Read more... )

i have so much to say...and no idea how to say it..there are so many things on my mind...some good...some bad...some upsetting...some just there...some angry...even if i did want to express them i just wouldnt kno where to begin...i mean i can say this..ive been so tired lately...i dont think im sick...im not extremely sleep deprived or anything... ( Read more... )

so i wrote an entry about how happy i was for a few reasons...Jeff is going for most of this weekend (NCSY thing) and hes not going to Georgetown over the summer...:-D ... and Lynda's aunt had a baby boy today! yayy!! i love her soo much...and i love lynda too...lol ( Read more... )

ugh! do u kno what i hate! i hate the way this day is going...lol...

its one of those days when your in a really bad mood and u just dont know what caused it...i just want to cry dammit...but for no reason!...

im not going to bore u any more with news of my pathetic day

adios

i was bored and i thought this was funny...
adios

so not in the mood :-(....and i so wanted to read my harry potter book >:o....but no....i had to think my plans for the night were actually going to remain unchanged and leave it at sams house >:o...but now im home and not so happy...leave one :-\

i so wish i was enjoying this vacation!!

oh and one more thing to say...sry (...not that anyone reads this anyway)

y do i feel so G-d damned unwanted lately..i dont think im that i really am unwanted...am i? ugh! i just dont kno anymore!!

much :(ness...

i have one thing to say...

why does everyone seem so G-d damned depressed lately?!?!?! its soo not cool...everyone is fed up with their friends and with school...its just so extrememly upsetting! i cant take it anymore...certain friends and i are definitely beginning to drift b/c of unresolved issues that i dont even kno if the other person sees...
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