Yesterday was Lauren's 30th. Five years ago, I expected to be married. Sort of. Not really, but it was something that then me told myself so that I didn't feel so helpless
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Ouch. These are some pretty deep insights. But why wait any longer for marriage? I mean, I read what you said, but I don't see any good reasons to wait.
Sorry for the less than quick turn around. My entries are kind of hit and run these days.
There's a lot to it: Conflicting emotions and opinions on marriage in general. Social pressure for putting on a good show for friends her family and not being in a position to afford it.
Some days I handle my anxieties better than others. This was one of the bad days, but things are a little better than they have been. Hopefully one day I'll be able to put it behind me and at least be less embarrassed by it.
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There's a lot to it: Conflicting emotions and opinions on marriage in general. Social pressure for putting on a good show for friends her family and not being in a position to afford it.
Some days I handle my anxieties better than others. This was one of the bad days, but things are a little better than they have been. Hopefully one day I'll be able to put it behind me and at least be less embarrassed by it.
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