went to aileens house whom i work with she lives about three streets up and just watch dvds and drank a bit but it was such a good wee laugh. im likin the fact that ive got other people to accociate myself with around here.
going to bed now

nity nite

xx

i had wrote my sister an email and i couldnt be arsed explaining my day alover again but the joys of copying andpasting are miraculous lol ( Read more... )

patrick came back yesterday to see me. it was good to hold him again. got outa work early and met him and his friends at the europa for a few drinks. was a good laugh. hes back up in coleraine now to reherse for the show but i think il be seeing him a few times when hes away by one or the other flying over. i miss him ( Read more... )

i slept for an hour and im wide awake. i cant sleep much these past few days prob cuz i dont have patrick beside me as per usual. his teddy bear rachel does give me some comfort but its not like the real thing ( Read more... )

I took sayurday off work, i shoulda phoned y managers instead of txting my supervisor cuz i got a warning lastnight but its ok. its not a big deal to me ( Read more... )

it is becoming more of a reality that hes leaving. each day i can feel myself geting more down about it and i feel the same for him too. hes scared, im scared. but i know well be ok.
talked to mum yesterday its like its never happened. duno if thats a good thing or a bad thing
x

The past two days with patrick have really kept me sane although the thought of him leaving is ever crreping up and this saturday he leaves for three months. Things will be ok, not at first but in the long term its for the better, its for his career and lthough il miss him like hell he has to do it ( Read more... )

been feeling quite good today. i know the days only just started (for me lol) but it was a nice surpsise to get a visit from patrick who then finally met all the housemates. Things are good between us. Sorta became reality when aj reminded us that he was leaving today and we sorta just looked at eachother, itl be ok. Hes coming back and im not ( Read more... )

to think that it cant get any better and he does ( Read more... )

sometimes in life u really have to analyse youself to see if you do more harm than good ( Read more... )