I just spent a period with Christopher. I was in the library and he walks in. I start getting my butterflies. He sits beside Allison and sees me I wave and he smiles and waves back. I continue to work but actually I can’t get him out of my head. So after a few glances at each other and a few flirtatious smiles I get up to the toilet and fix my ( Read more... )

oh yea i shaved my cheast

hehe

yesterday i started thinking as i was getting ready for bed that i need a few weeks to relax. I wear myself to thin and someday its going to kill me. I just need time to think but then i start thinking, whats the point. I always overthink things and its a gift and a curse. I dunno. ivehad some weird thoughts lately ( Read more... )

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how can people cope in life. U go through it trying ur best. u het everything and then some thrown back in your face and whats it all for. Love?? money?? what do we need them for.
What is love anyway?
Why when i think about him i want to cry. why the fuck am i crying im such a loser.
nobody understands.

I’m in a shitty mood. Shit day all day shit now. Shit shit shit. And all because of one person.
Im that stuff on the bottom of everyones shoe that they scrape off
SHIT

OH MY WORD WHAT A FANTASTIC WEEKEND ( Read more... )

If nobody has heard I’ve started a sign language course. I have always wanted to do a course I have just always been interested in it. ITS SOOO KEWL. I was the first person there but didn’t mind. Then the guy who was teaching us came in. He was deaf. I think it’s easier to learn from a deaf guy as my friend is learning from a deaf woman in Armagh. ( Read more... )

ok...*pauses while he coughs a lung* ive been off all day cuz of a flu and chest infection all rolled in one yippee :( i have been in my bros bed all day. It was weird i woke up like five times to clear my throat then i just went right back to sleep. Played da pooter most of the time and stayed in till diner which was realy nice cuz his dinners are ( Read more... )

in tech. Feeling like shit. i wana go home cuz i feel like im going to faint any minute. I have to get this work done though. Do older people know what stress we go through as teenagers. No wonder there are more suicides in younger people we have to deal with everything. Work, School, relationships, driving, health, friends, family and if you dont ( Read more... )