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[bumpbutswifbuda]

k, so i talked 2 haylei and we deided that i just dont care anymore. people have fucked with my emotions for so long that im just used 2 it. so now, I JUST DONT CARE! :-D now i understand where alex is coming from.. love u twist!

*i'd rather be alone then be with people and still feel alone..**love is giving somebody the power to hurt u.. and

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[fallenangel1823]

i think ur wrong. if you dont care then u wouldnt have written this Live journal. its hard to erxplain but obviously u do care, because if you care about something then its possible that itll hurt you, and if something hurts you want to tell people... and by looking at ur other entries with all the friends quotes and the poem... ur only lying when u say u dont care anymore. u can think what you want.. but other people around yous ee the truth that you do care.. maybe u just say that you dont to cover up some pain.. but u cant have pain if you dont care....
hard to understand... but i know you get it lin

[bumpbutswifbuda]

i know exactly what ur saying but ur taking it the wrong way. ur seeing this complately different then how im seeing it. im not CARELESS i mean ofcourse i care about if ppl r sad or if some one tells me something i care ya know? but im talking bout me, and how as days go by i care less and less about what ppl think or what they do that could affect me. im at a point where theres only a FEW ppl who can hurt me but i think over time ima get over that too. ppl keep fukin with my emotions so now im just indifferent with everything. i dont feel what i normally would. im not a stone, i do feel emotional pain but it doesnt bother me. in my head im like WOW k that fucking sux, but my feelings r like.. k its just another day, it'll all be over soon. so i just drop things. and by me writing this journal is just a thought in my head. its like i care, but i dont. ya know?... nvm u wont understand.

[fallenangel1823]

i sorta kindda do.