its hard to imagine driving away from a camp of african refugees, with the children waving at you, hoping they'll make enough of an impression for you to come back and save them and their families from genocide. as in death of their entire people. its hard to have hope in the worlds future when people can look at that kind of situation and turn ( Read more... )

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it rained today. the whole city is crying. my cried the whole day until i went to sleep. even when i wasnt sad, my body knew it had to keep on crying and crying. but how can you be sad when they're in paradise? they've finally gotten a payback for how amazing they are to everyone and how loving they are. they get to live in paradise and we get to ( Read more... )

a year ago in about 13 hours, a great man died. and its weird. because it seems like it was just yesterday. chris maier was a crazy kid. i just wish hed been able to become less of a kid and more of an old cranky man. i dunno, i just miss him. and his smile. smile tomorrow for him. if everyone smiles, maybe we can match the magnitude of his one ( Read more... )

yup. def sucks. most def. crapola.

i totally forgot how much this shit hurts. gooodness gracious. and i have to drive to phx tomorrow? the hell if im getting behind that wheel. lets just hope john is a good driver...

goodness gracious i am so fucking bored. you have no idea. im staring at this computer falling asleep. and i have another freaking hour before my next damn class! and i have no homework- or at least any that i plan on doing. and i have a charlie horse in my left leg, so i dont really wanna walk anywhere. screw the u of a and its stairs!!

it works out that everyones happy doing whatever they want with whoever they want, but when i finally feel comfortable enough to be the open and fun girl i used to be, all guard are up and im the one who is being weird? the world is fine as long as kim doesnt talk to boys or smile. okay well, at least be honest with yourself and tell me thats how ( Read more... )

ever wake up from one of those restless sleeps and you feel like youve been crying all night and tears are still running down your face? its the beginning of the end... and i dont think im strong enough for it

my daddys going to hawaii tomorrow. and my father is sitting at home not caring where i am. and im just sad. really sad. sad because the things i thought would always be there arent. because im a fool and chose a rock who is a flake. they call it mica. shit son i dont know what to do.