today i came to the conclusion that i wouldn't want to be my friend. hehe. i'm like: "oh i'm sorry, do you hate me? i'm annoying! love me! call me! tell me what's going on
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ambi, you are wonderful and i love you. you get +10 to awesomeness for staying my friend even though i'm a ridiculous person. so now you're sitting at +7, which is pretty dang good. i love you i miss you
- "have "hot flashes" when i talk to people" i have those alot - "feel dumb when i say answers in class- even when they're right." every time, except i get all shakey and nervous when i talk and then as soon as it comes out i would do anything in teh world to not have said it, but then i just talk in class agian the next day - " i say sorry all the time" i think i say that just about as much as you, expecially when i meet new people, then they get really annoyed with me - " i cry so much about such silly things sometimes" this summer i cried so much about the stupidest things that i could barely breathe some days, i think we just have to do that because we're girls. i cry ALL the time.
wait.. "today i came to the conclusion that i wouldn't want to be my friend" but i definatly fit all of those qualities, will you still be my friend? i think your the wonderful friend.
Amber, I couldn't have been happier to see you on Friday night. Thank you so much for coming! I'm so glad to have you as my friend, and to be one of yours. And I can safely say that I've been in your shoes before -- thinking that I'm a "high maintenance" friend. You know what? If those people can't enjoy you for who you really are, even if you are supposedly "high maintenance", then those people aren't worth the effort one bit. I try as hard as I can to not be a burden to anyone, but the problem for me in doing that is that I become more of a passive person overall, and no one should be that way. Everyone should be able to freely speak their mind, and not be moved down a notch or two on the "friendship" scale. I say "sorry" all the time, etc, etc...I know exactly what you're saying. Some people live in my past -- they see me, and think that I'm still held on things that happened over a year ago now. That's not how it is, and I wish that I could get that across to them somehow
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call me tomorrow afternoon do we can hang out before you leave since i wont be up anymore to MSU
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i love you to peices.
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i have those alot
- "feel dumb when i say answers in class- even when they're right."
every time, except i get all shakey and nervous when i talk and then as soon as it comes out i would do anything in teh world to not have said it, but then i just talk in class agian the next day
- " i say sorry all the time"
i think i say that just about as much as you, expecially when i meet new people, then they get really annoyed with me
- " i cry so much about such silly things sometimes"
this summer i cried so much about the stupidest things that i could barely breathe some days, i think we just have to do that because we're girls. i cry ALL the time.
wait..
"today i came to the conclusion that i wouldn't want to be my friend"
but i definatly fit all of those qualities, will you still be my friend? i think your the wonderful friend.
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