Well me and zac had argument yesterday. But he is not mad at me. But i dont know im confused. Anyway me and kylie need to talk. So i dont know whats goin on anymore. I just have so many questions and no anwsers. Why do i feel empty inside? Why do i feel unliked or unloved when i am? Why do i have certain feelings for someone if they dont have the ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my first day back and it didn't go so good. Im already stressing about some stuff. Anyway i found out yesterday that kylie tells brian everything. Which is cool cuz he is a good guy to talk to. Anyway he knows about how i feel about zac and our situation or whatever. And that really sucks. First of all i dont want brain to know about ( Read more... )

Today i came home from camping. It was fun. Anyway i am kinda feeling confused right now. Cuz i made a desion that i dont know how to feel about. oh well. While we were camping i didnt talk to zac. plus i didnt really think about him as much as i usually do. maybe i am starting to get over the guy. but he kinda did something that made me a little ( Read more... )

Right now i am very tired...i think i am going to pass out..lol! Anyway hurrican harbor was fun. It was hot out tho. We had to leave early cuz jen's mom got sick. But for the most part it was all right. Tomarrow i am leaving for camping. Coming home on friday. I think it might be fun. Well there really nothing else. I really need to catch up on ( Read more... )

My dad is pissing me off so bad righ now. errrrrr! He is such a jerk. I suppisly slamed my door, but it didn't. I want to get out of this freak-in house. Im seriouly going crazy! Pretty soon im going to be locked up in a nut house. And my parents are going to wonder why. Whatever. Im just really tired. I shouldn't even be updating today cuz i ( Read more... )

As I was updating my lj yesterday I was talking to cat on the phone. She was telling me that she wanted to go to warhouse to get spencer his b-day gift for his party. So she invitied me to go along with her. So I decided to go. Ok...im thinking in my head that this is very illeagal and cat won't be able to get her lisence until she is 21. Anyway ( Read more... )

Well right now cat and kylie aren't agreeing with something. I have talked to both of them. Im glad that they are talking to me. Cuz i like when people share there feelings with me. I not taking anyone's side. They are both my really close friends. So im here if they need to talk or whatever. I love my friend chelsin. I hope she gets though this ( Read more... )

Britney or Christina?
Britney Spears
So you prefer the entertainer, hmm? You want the one who's willing to be your puppet and turn you on, whether she sounds like a goat or not. Hey, at least she has catchy tunes, right?

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I think I have just realized something. I think that me and zac will never have what we once had ever again. Last summer was the best. I got some of the best memories of my life. And it's never going to happen again. Im just sitting here hoping and wishing for something that is long gone. Im going freak-in crazy over something that is never going ( Read more... )

I hate how people treat me like a pieace of glass. Trust me im not going to break. Im not friagle. I can can it....I promise. Like omg! It bugs me so much. Im not a little girl that doesn't know anything or is afired of something. Im fine really I am. I just wish people would stop treating me this way. It sux. Im not 5 years old...my feelings won't ( Read more... )