Why is that the only person i can think of? To answer my own question ...because i loke him ALOT! I talked to him today...and once again he asked about what iv told Megan ...well i still havent told him ...i think its about time to. He also read his email today:S He says it dosnt suprise him that i cheated:S When i asked him what he ment he didnt ( Read more... )

Well I have'nt talked to Shane yet ....that could be a good thing ....i mean I wanna talk to him ...but I dont wanna have to listin to him ask over and over what it is iv told Megan about him. Really im not ready to tell him ....idk why but im not ...i thought it would be easyer if mabe I called him but when I did I hung up ...then I tried to email ( Read more... )

Well like i said I think Shanes pissed...I mean I do like him....id say Love but like iv said b4 i dont think you can love someone at the age of 17....idk it may be possable. But idk....life sucks like that. Shanes just like the only one I can see myself with...wich dosnt make sense...i mean at camp I really didnt pay any attention to him at all ( Read more... )

Well Shane I think is mad at me....thats not cool....b'c I still like him ALOT! I think hes mad b'c I wont tell him how i feel about him...well its kina odvious how i feel! I mean b'c of him i cant get another b/f b'c im always thinkin about him. Well i have to get off
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~*Ashes*~

Well i didnt write yesterday b'c i had to go to Wichita. And i didnt get home untill late. So i just wrote in a regular journal. I dont feel like puttin all of it and i have to go...GAME TIME!! LoL! L8er pple
Oh and btw! Me Jessica n Amanda are all friends again! Man i missed those two!
~*Ashes*~

What a gr8 day at the acadimy. Oh yeah not really. Mondays seem to be the boringest days ever there. Well they wouldnt be that much fun at the high school either. I miss the high school. All my friends are there and thats why i miss the stupid place. At the acadimy you have like no social life whats so ever. We do have some new kid there. He only ( Read more... )

Today i feel like crap. IDK why but i do. It may be this stupid snowy weather. Witch its snowin again. The only good thing about snow is that if it snows enough then we wont have school. But so far it dosnt look like its gonna snow enough to get us out of school. :( That bites. Oh well the acadimys not that bad. 1/2 the time we just sit there and ( Read more... )

Usually my Sats are way better then it was today. By now iv done like 50 diffrent things. All i did today was get grounded for 2 weeks. My sister was pissen me off and blamein everything on me AGAIN! I guess thats what little sisters are for. Well my dad like always was belivein everything she said so i got yelled at. Well since i talk befor i ( Read more... )

Im saposed to be goin to "Wichita" next weekend. But since my dads been readin my e-mail and most likely knows the real plan then that's not gonna be an option. We were really goin to Travis's house and stayin there b'c i wanna see him and Megan wants to meet his friend. So were tryin to figure out a way for it to still work. Tyler says to just ( Read more... )