It's really so perfect and beautiful how I love my mom. We talk so enthusiastically and present with each other, and with this type of love and understanding that both fulfills and transcends the mother-daughter relationship. I know that we chose these roles before we were born ( Read more... )

Drank a cup of kava kava ( Read more... )

It's been a long time. I'm living in a different world since yesterday.

YES those corny axioms of the universe are truly a little pocket of truth. But you really just don't get it until you experience it, and that shift.
Mine last night was to take a chance.
Don't runaway just because you're afraid of the magnitude of meaning that can happen in just ( Read more... )

Mm. The song Unchained Melody says time can do so much, but no, that's not true at all. Time does nothing, (is it the opposite of action?) We can only do in this frame we have created called time. I've been changing a lot this summer, week by week it seems I'm a new person. And time goes by so quickly, because I do,  I act, I live and try and have ( Read more... )

Suddenly it feels pointless to write on here, now. But it's amusing ( Read more... )

I became.
I married myself in a Coffee Plantation.
I met Fate through the pages of a moleskin journal.
(No lines and still I'm fine.)
I was and am and will be.

God is the name for the Way the universe works.

I have the craziest idea.
But it feels so right. Maybe it seems crazy because it's just perfect.
Where did we ever find perfection in normality?

(The part of me that wonders and doubts is being overbeared by this feeling)

Beauty is lessened to funny when we understand it. But in the act of laughing, we move up to a higher level of truth, which is an opportunity to understand this new level of unity/beauty and always be evolving. The goal is always laughter and joy, inspired by what one recognizes as beautiful ( Read more... )

College. This wouldn't seem like something that would give me some pain to think about at this point, one year into it. But whenever someone asks me "How's college/Puget Sound/Washington?" I really do feel like I'm just lying when I say it's good, or great, I love it, whatever. What does that mean? I know it means I'm not totally satisfied with UPS ( Read more... )

Great news: I do like my job! And really, it's because of the people working there. Everyone is genuinely very cool,  open and accepting, and there's no sense of stress or pressure. So it's been really easy opening up to them and just chatting it up, because that really seems to be all there is to do. Well, we fold shirts, ring up merchandise, a ( Read more... )