On a scale of one to ten, one being the highest, ten being the lowest, how much do i hate you? Good question. Ask me later.

I might be able to go to prom! Ha, who the hecks your mom? Im taking Aaron or rather hes taking me. Yes, yes im quite aware that i have a boyfriend. But i also have friends, Theres just a time where you have to be girlfriendish.. and a time where you have to just be a friend. Which i have realized doesnt happen to often. I guess you just cant fit ( Read more... )

MISSIONS

To live for something other then sleep.

To steal faye.

Move to canada.. and sleep in the same bed as super mart. da na na na!

To have people stop wanting something.. that they know isnt gonna happen. like.... like.. world peace!

Keep jons locker clean for a day.

Fly a jet... oir with the jets.

Add something everyday i guess?.. or atleast ( Read more... )

Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude! ... I forgot. Oh! that dog that i saw in the road.. well ditch. He wasnt dead. Wait.. did i talk about him in this journal? Heh. No... well... yesterday i saw this doggie on the ditch and he looked like he was dead... but!!! he wasnt. Arent you just glad i told you?

Phillip called Brittni ( Read more... )

I'm starting to wonder if it's even worth trying anymore. I'm starting to wonder if it's worth trying to keep myself from falling. I wonder if it's worth the pain I'm feeling from clinging to the edge. What do I expect to do, climb right back up to where I was before? I've got to fall before I can get up and walk again, right?

It's like I'm ( Read more... )

Tonight, its just me and dad. Just the two of us. This hasnt happened in along time. We didnt do anything. Probalby because i was on the phone and he was watching Tv. The only words we spoke were 'do you still want me to set the alarm?' 'Yes.' I told myself i was gonna go spend sometime with him. But just as i got up from the chair. I heard no ( Read more... )

He back! Dum. dUm. duM. And hes brought a little friend.

Happy Birthday Brittni !

Heh, sorry its late. Its actully the fourteenth. I couldnt get this damned thing to work. But i got it now, so read the line in yellow and wihte again.

P.s. I love phillip.

I feel like shit. Total... shit.

The palms of my hands are doing the little burning thing they do when im doing something i know i shouldnt. I just feel so rejected. So... alone. So afraid. What am i doing wrong? Tears are running down my face so fast. I wish i had someone. I really miss suz. I wonder if she misses me. I dont know. Im going to bed ( Read more... )

Best feeling in the world? ... Rejection.