hey, since there is all this tension and crappiness going on...I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!

just thought i'd try and make some things better.

<3

i cannot wait for this week to be over. i just need a break from school. i know i've only been in school for a total of 7 days outta 10 in the past two weeks, but i still need a break from anything school related...robotics included ( Read more... )

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this weekend was AMAZING!!! we ended up getting to the last match of our semi-final round, but lost. we were still ecstatic about the whole thing. we ended up in third or fourth out of the whole competition. that was A LOT better than our showing in orlando (25 out of 47). we ended up getting the sportsmanship award but failed to get chairman' ( Read more... )

so...i talked to eric on the phone for the first time since we broke up. i can't stand this. i'm so sick of crying over him. that's all i've done since we broke up. i miss him right now and i know i'm the one that ended it, but it sucks. when we got off the phone he said *i love you* and i just started bawling even harder. i love him so much ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to try that whole not cussing thing too. i've been meaning to for quite some time, so i guess i'll go ahead and do that when everyone else is and we can all reprimand each other ( Read more... )

If this is so right, why does it feel so wrong ( Read more... )

thanx for all the comments on the last entry. don't worry about me, you guys. i'm going to be fine. i'm more worried about eric than i am about me. he really seemed to be hurt by the fact that i broke up with him. i didn't know i was going to hurt him so bad. i felt like such a total bitch. jim said he wouldn't even talk to him about it. ( Read more... )

so i was going to finish bitching about how much florida sucked, but then i broke up with eric, so now i have that to talk about. don't sit there in disbelief. it's for the best...for now. it really sux but this really is the right thing to do. if we're meant to be together, we will be. i'm more worried about the fact that he didn't even want ( Read more... )

as you can probably tell, i didn't have that much fun in florida. i mean, getting out of school and flying and going to another state that isn't indiana was awesome...but, there were A LOT of things that kind of overrid (overrode?) those good things. the main one being that nearly the entire robotics team hates me or thinks i'm annoying or just ( Read more... )