wishing is stupid.

[burgundy_eyes]

I... kind of wish... I never... met him...

Oh and here's a warning : this is a stupid rant about a stupid boy and my stupid self, the kind of thing that usually annoys me when people make updates about it. And I really don't want anyone feeling annoyed or feeling bad for me. This is more of an outlet for my sanity than anything

Comments

[anjeljee]

3 words...i love you
and...im here for ya and i hope u feel better and yes i have felt that way many times (the whole regretting that you opened up to someone/wishing that you could re-create yourself) i love you times a bajillion!

[oinkoink88]

SARAH!!!! i love you adn youa re appreciated and wonderful and whoever you want to be with i wish you all the luck, but regret is one of the worst feelings to feel trust me i regret everything, try not to feel so bad and i know i really shouldnt give advice becasue hello, i definitely sulk and feel bad and whatever but i know how it feels and it doesnt feel good, so try not to feel bad. i should be saying these things to myself, but theres no helping me lol.

~love ya~ brianna

[thebandhermit]

Oh, Sarah, how valiant art thou?
In my opinion, you rock for saying everything you just said. YOU should be a writer (your grammar skills are pretty damn good, too...). I am so glad that you feel better now. :) Yeah, that's weird...I've never felt it myself, so I can't say that I can relate, but I can imagine it and it must be movie-dramatic everywhere.
You are awesome. Never forget it. ;)
Milagra

sarah beara

[lorna14]

i understand where you are coming from i've often felt that maybe if i let out my secrets and such that it would help but then when you let them out to someone and just negative stuff happens between you...you feel so vulnerable cause you poured your heart/mind/soul/past out to them and you wish that, that one someone would care about you enough to like appreciate you on a higher level considering now they know what you've delt with and how your still able to be such a good person(cause your wunderbar). It's like you finally let the things out that are a big deal and make who you are but then if they act like they don't care it's like those things never mattered and like you don't matter.......i could go on and on but this is your post and yeh blah just yeh even though your probably over this issues by now just letting you know that i'm always hear to listen if you feel like this again