i have never been so frustrated.

happy thanksgiving all

eat lots of turkey

well i havent updated this in a long time. probably cause i have been very busy. going to school, still working all the time, and being in a band pretty much takes up all my time. speaking of being in a band, i am in another one. we are called a world away and i play bass. we have a show at clutch cargos october 23rd so everyone better come. im ( Read more... )

Friday, September 2nd, 2005 ( Read more... )

so heres another post about my problems... i am not asking for pitty by no means. thats not what this is about. this is for me to post my feelings and it helps me so much to just write everything out. so please dont criticize me or think i am asking for attention because i really am not. and really it probably doesnt make sense to anyone cause i ( Read more... )

its hard to get used to change. its even harder to let something go that you love so much. but things change. things happen whether you plan on it or not. a year of my life is a long time. alot happened in the last year and i am glad i had someone to spend it with. i dont know how i could have gotten through without her. she was my best friend and ( Read more... )

hmm ok an update ( Read more... )

i wish i wasnt such a screw up....

i know i lied to you about who i hung out with and im sorry for that. but i feel like our whole relationship was a lie. oh well, there is nothing i can do anymore... this is how you want it and i apparently cant change your mind...

( camera phone pics! )