So it happened. I don't know how we got so wrapped up in ourselves. Well okay I know why she was wrapped up in herself but I don't think there is any excuse for my behavior
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during this charming little period of story time, what was really going on hun? is this just a front for actual events or is this what u wanted to happen? maybe i'm just thinking too much into it and its just ur way of escape and/or just another beautiful story. in any case, i still want to know what was going on..if u can remember that is.
This was the calm before the storm you could call it. I was feeling things that didn't make sense. I didn't really want anyone but something was on my mind. I had this vision of being with someone in a relationship. Like a real one. I can't really explain it. It was like I knew that soon I would meet who I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. I met two and after thinking about it I am supposed to make a choice between the two. I mean like I was either brought back here to just help Alley through some of her hard times, meet Ashlie, and be with her, or maybe brought back to help Ashlie, hook back up with Alley, and be with her, and the one I'm really scared of is the whole what if you aren't supposed to be with either but being who I am I only fear this because they'd both have to get hurt in some way to be away from me in that sense. yeah. anyways. the answer to your question was it was a beautiful look into what my mind believed would be the future some day.
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