So right now I'm doing two things. Both of which I'm not really supposed to be doing, considering I'm supposed to be researching conspiracy theories and the like but hey, you can't always get what you want from me ( Read more... )

I'm officially without reason in my bitchiness. lol. WOO!! hahaha.

I don't want to even be part of this anymore.

It isn't careful planning anymore.
It isn't giving while not wanting mass amounts back.
There isn't any consideration anymore.

I really don't care about you all.
Except a short few.

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness,
I need to calculate,
What creates my own madness.

It's that time of year again. Yes, that however the hell many months in the middle of the year when I'm just like a little whimpering bitch all of the time.

I don't know why but I'm locked out of my other account. It says I've sent in too many emails or something.

( Worry and Doubt )

( My Blanket of Fear )

The thunder clouds are rolling in and there is no safe place to go ( Read more... )

Well, since last time, my father has gotten worse. He was okay for like 4 days and then he got like crazy sick. I can't say that I really cared when it happened because of the fight I'd had with him like a day before his problem. Either way my mom called me in hysterics again so precious and I went to go check on her. She was like sitting alone in ( Read more... )

Okay. I really don't have an explanation for not saying over the past few weeks or maybe months. I don't know how long it has been. Either way. It has been a while. I've been really tied up with some school stuff. Precious and I have been working on studying for all of our work. The Advanced testing is coming up and we need to get ready. Well I ( Read more... )