Well just incase some of you missed it i got a new journal:

WWW.LIVEJOURNAL.COM/USERS/XHELLBOYX

Its friends only so if you wanna read about my life still add me and i will add you back.

Hey i have a new Journal account xhellboyx...Comment if you wanna be added.

Sunday- hanging out with the ex(dont ask me why i am doing that because i dont know ( Read more... )

Today was a good day i got out alot of stuff i needed to and feel alot better.I have been talking to an amazing girl and hopefully it stays this way for longer than a couple weeks.Now hopefully i can sleep so much better tonight after getting everything off my chest and knowing that i have a girl thinking about me and liking me for who i am and ( Read more... )

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Fuck me...I need to get some depression pills or something because no matter how hard i try not to feel depressed it always comes back and it gets worse everytime.Well actually i know something that helps me get through my depression and thats Maynard James Keenan lyrics it always helps me feel better.I need to get drunk so i could finally get some ( Read more... )

yeah well once i got to school my teacher told me that he knew How i did on the test and i had a feeling the it wasnt good and when he told me it was right i got a 248 and the passing grade was 250.NOW how fucked up is that 2 damn fucking points.I wanted to strangle my teacher when he told me that i failed by 2 points,Other than that my day has ( Read more... )

Yeah well last night helped me forget about everything that has happened the past couple days..Thanks Jesse and Andrea for making me laugh my problems away you are the best.I also have thought maybe the reason why i am still single and dont have a girlfriend is because i dont speak to girls like i used to.I use to know how to get girls to like me ( Read more... )

I am sorry but not being able to talk to you anymore hurts alot.You always kept a smile on my face and all i did was fuck things up like i always do.Everything i said last night that got you to stop talking to me i am really sorry and hope you can forgive me if not then i understand 100%.I have alot of feelings for you and i hope you still have ( Read more... )

Yeah well i guess this is important enough to post...Everything just went wrong for me and i just cant help but feel like shit because i am a fuckup...I am praying i dont wake up from my sleep so i dont have to deal with everything in my life anymore.I Lost the girl of my dreams and i dont know what to do as always...She says she likes me alot and ( Read more... )