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[burn_clean]

...finally there came a point in my life when i realized that i wasnt where i had imagined myself when i was ten. i wasnt a headhunter robot in an intergalactic armada. i remember blowing out my candles with one full breath, which up until that moment i thought was an impossible feat, and wondering if i was technically considered a teenager. now 2.

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[nonemore]

i've never known you to acknowledge an *impossibility.*

It's time for a little levity

[devilgemini]

Dude, I didn't mean the hack-wannabe-musician thing, really. I think you're just freaked out cuz you did'na expect to make it this far. You wanted to be rich, famous, & a dessicated corpse by now. You feel inadequate because you don't "really" have any mechanical parts. & you're restless because you feel the weight of an ever-diminishing year, decade, & lifetime pulling at your soul when you know you're not on life's center stage like you should be--I feel it too. Soon enough, I say, we'll be on a ride that we can't stop even if we want to. Have patience. Have faith. & when you have no bread, have cake.

You were a fucked-up ten year-old, too. I was just happy to get my He-Man action figures.