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[burn_life]

Finally, I'm done my shopping, and it's only 2 days before christmas..not bad going don't you think?! Ok well now schools out and maybe, just maybe theres a slight chance people will forget about whats happened in the last 3-4 days and be happy

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[this_life69]

hmmm...linzi its hard as hell i know this life totally sucks but there is nothing anyone can do about it you know...we all have to live through it some people have to live through worse shit then other people but we all go through stuff. I hate it when people tell my how to live my life..its my fucking life let me do what i want with it you know..don't tell me whats right and whats right i know that i am not stupid. So let me live how i wanna live and if i need help with something i will ask you personally. Don't just think because i put something in my LJ i want help no i just need a place to put down my feelings i need a place to express myself...i can't keep it all in any longer it needs to be put down someplace.
But hun you know i am always here for you 24/7 just give me a call anytime and i will talk k!
Love yeah

[this_life69]

YOU DON'T GET US DO YOU! stop trying to understand us..stop trying to figure everyone out. Because in the end you wont figure out anyone especially at this age because at this age we are all fakers none of us know how we want to be when we are older and how we are going to act or where we are going to be or who we are going to be. Its not your job to figure everyone out...its not your job to make sure people do what is right and wrong with there life's. They no whats right and whats wrong and they have to decide for themselves what they want to do

[loosy_goose]

OMG!

k, people dont always drink to forget whats going on and because they feel sorry for themselves. -drink to have a good time with it ONCE IN A WHILE. its not like anyone's an alcoholic here.

we're teenagers for gosh sakes. we have fun without doing that kinda stuff too, ya know...

im just so fed up with people bickering and bitching at each other! i want to scream! argh.

Merry Christmas

[urbanasphyxia]

I would just like put my two cents in here

[this_life69]

Well i am sorry to for bitching at you....it's just i always feel that people are living my life for me and that i just do what they tell me so i finally exploded at the wrong time.....its always been oh tiffaney wouldn't do that because shes a good girl well i am sick of being such a fucking good girl i just want to be me. I have only been good for my parents because i want them to be proud of me. I hate the feeling like you are a failer.
And lisa i have tried some of the things you said i should but it just didn't work the pain didn't go away. Thats why i made this journal up its a place for me to write down this bitter feelings that i have instead of writing them into my arm. And so far it is working so we will have to see. I just have to live one day at a time and stop dwelling on the past.
Take care though and Merry Christmas

[burn_life]

Ok, now it's my turn...I'm truly sorry tht this thing carried on for as long as it did...I honestly mean it. I wont back down from what I said about living my own life, but I know I need to apologize for the way I said you should leave me alone to live it

[burn_life]

I agree that all this fighting and drama has got to come to an end. Alot of people, including myself are getting so fucking hurt from people who never talked with eachother before, then someone meerly mentions that "oh --- and --- are cool" and they go and take one and dont bother to get to know the other. Then they have changed that one person so much, you dont know who they are anymore. It sucks that alot of us here drink for shits and giggles 'cause others get hurt.

I know this might be confusing for some.. sry bout that.