I think it's just us not being content (instead of just living ta home), because I would rather be back home instead of dorms up here in AZ. And there even is shit to do. I just miss my best friends. But when I do go back down to live ta home i'm like screw this I hate this town and I want to go back to school. I wonder if it really is that boring or if it's just us?
Damn! Go and ruin my theory that my life is like this because "I'm asian, or the youngest girl, or my sister fucked things up for me." (which all three could still factor in somehow) I know I've been caged (if you've watched the Aladdin show at Disney California.. that song Jasmine sings.. that's mine. >_<) and now that I've begun to realize there's a helluva lot better way I could be living and that I could have the capacity to gain that life..it baffles me. What holds me back is pretty much in-born fear (thanks Parental units) of leaving, not having the money to, and I think I'm more scared of not knowing what to make of life once I get there..considering there is a there. I've made plans to leave, get the hell out of this house..ask me later how that went.
Believe me, that wasn't that much bullshit. You can go ahead and throw another shrimp on the bar-be of life and our angsty ways concerning it.
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living at home is a big reason some of those things occour though..
i sorta miss high school... then again.. nah, i had my fun in hs.. now im having new fun, new applications to escape bordem
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Believe me, that wasn't that much bullshit. You can go ahead and throw another shrimp on the bar-be of life and our angsty ways concerning it.
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