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[burn_the_stars]

so im updating thing because i dont feel like i really have anywhere else to turn. life just keeps getting worse for me, all i want is a normal happy life but i dont think ill ever have that. life is feeling pretty empty and shallow i caught myself wondering what itd be like to be dead. you know, just not to exist on any plain anymore to be gone

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[green_actually]

what happened?

[burn_the_stars]

life gets in the way of actually living, the feeling of uselessness out weights the feeling of love.

[green_actually]

hmmm. well, i think that you are very useful, if that helps. think of all the good things you've done for people in the past. workcamp for example. if you mean that you fealt useless in a romantic relationship, you should know that for most girls, the biggest thing is just knowing that they're loved and respected.

......Things will be okay.

[tragicallyxme]

I'm not sure you could ever be happy with "normalcy". It would be too constraining for a mind so creative and expansive. It would dull the colors, and even though normal may sound appealing, once you're stuck in black and white.....you'll stop seeing the world in all the other magnificent colors. I think striving for normal would only hurt you in the end

Re: ......Things will be okay.

[tragicallyxme]

By the way, I still extend myself and all offers to you.

If you ever need anything at all (big or small), please let me know.

Re: ......Things will be okay.

[tragicallyxme]

Second by the way,

You're not useless. You've touched many people, whether or not you realize it.

[cubesofneptune]

We need to talk more. It kills me that you are feeling this way. I know this sounds cliche, but if you need to talk, my number hasn't changed, and I always return phone calls. You have friends who care about you, more than you will ever know. Don't forget that.