I love repeating a word in my head over and over until it completely loses it's meaning. It reminds me of Tommy Boy when Chris Farley and David Spade get high from the NO2 and were speaking all kinds of funny things.

our library doesn't own not one copy of Animal Farm.

I'm already pumped for spring break. Awnigganigganiggaa

I have a shitty boyfriend.
Some cute boy had better come make out with me so I can feel better.

can't do it.

I DIDN'T TEAR DOWN THE FUCKING MOCK ELECTION SIGN! GOD DAMNNNN!
YOU PEOPLE SHOULD BE MORE CONCERNED ABOUT SAUDI ARABIA TAKING OVER OUR COUNTRY OR SOMETHING.

Going to the mall and shopping is so much easier if you're on valium. I'm convinced I could spend a million dollars on clothes in a couple hours. I'm materialistic because I'm insecure. I'm insecure because everyone has something better than I do. Although, insecurity is better than jealousy ( Read more... )

Why do friends lie to eachother ( Read more... )

I can't sleep ( Read more... )

The truth is, I can't live without him. Not right now anyway. I was tired of being overwhelmed with uncertainty and gave in and called him. We've agreed to amend our relationship. Fuck being single, it's seriously the lamest thing ever.

It's been alright on my own. Hanging out with my girls is always fun. I miss him though.

I always miss random phone calls in the middle of the night without knowing who it is. It's kind of pathetic that I hope it's him.

I went to Heidelberg street with the girls the other night. I'm in love with that street in the ghetto.

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This morning I woke at 4:00. I went to take a shower and washed myself of everything that I've become the last 4 or 5 months. Being in love with Micah was probably the best and worst thing. It's over now. I'm one, he's the other. Put one foot in front of the other. I'll be telling myself not to look back on a relationship that was based on smoking ( Read more... )