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[burnbrighteyes]

Cognitive dissonance gives me a headache! I hate that I can never relax..im always analyzing and connecting and reviewing...Sometimes i feel like i've figured out of life's systems and that knowledge prevents me from being in them. I think I've figured all the little things boys love about girls but that girls will never know. ANd by knowing those

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[blucypher]

Hmmm. I see where you're coming from, and I can relate to the part about wanting people (or someone) see you the way that you see yourself. Communication is usually the most difficult aspect of interaction--ironic, huh, since that's how we interact...for example, how a super smart chemistry teacher can be really good at what he does, but when he tries to teach it to college students, blank stares are not an anomoly... anyway, bottom line is that I can see where you're coming from, even though it's not the same context, and perhaps even a part of it is in the same context. if you want advice, I'd say that it's great that you're not content with the way things are, but in the same vane, I think that many times it's necessary to realize that it's very difficult, if not impossible for you to make yourself known to the extent that you're talking about to a lot of people--I mean for cryin' out loud, you know that it's super difficult to make yourself known to just ONE person, let alone the masses. I have been blessed with the opportunity to

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[burnbrighteyes]

Good advice..Yeah I was talking about what I ultimately want, what I think everybody ultimately wants, i don't think that everybody in life finds all the people that complete them but i think they meet one or two and that is realistic:) Tell me what you think on all of this! You seem to me as somone who thinks about all these things too : )