i am not sure how empty my days are. i might have to quit my job and just like.. take up another occupation that which i have slowly transitioned to. but none the less. still something to do. oh yeah. i went to eat sushi with kristy. hanging out with ray and jess, and denise, britt, andy frank and such. very nice. although i need a shower. oh yeah ( Read more... )

i have been at the brothel.

the end.

shit yeah. hey jess'ca call me on my cell at 9:30 por favor.

so you know i havent been online much. i really dont want to be. i get bored easily. i like being around people in real life. you nukkahs. dang....there are some ugly people on cops.

you can learn alot from cops, pay attention.

mmmmcheese cake.

men are shitty. i almost have contempt for all of them esp. ones that share a common intrest. yay. no not really. i like my freinds ( Read more... )

yeah, im tired and sick of all the bullshit ( Read more... )

my bones hurt. long days and hard nights. fuck nothing satisfy's me anymore. seeing penis in cinema isn't suprising. drugs... oh gee dont get me started. ::sigh ( Read more... )

no sleep for over 24 hours is rather fucken stupid. and fucken shit. well, you know. im going home tomorrow hopefully i can wake the fuck up. dang. im a moron. no more drinking for me. and fuck fuck fuck fuck.

shit piss fuck. my bones ache. or whatever the fuck. i dont have enough time on my hands to be sad/mad/happy/whatever..always always am i indifferent. and sometimes i wish i werent. cause fuck. i feel like a zombie.

i wanna die right now. im so embarassed.

my ears bleed when i hear your name