ill just make this simple...its a conversation with a friend about what happened to me yesterday...
afflictedxheart (11:55:55 PM): you still want me to tell you about yesterday?
ONMIK80 (11:56:25 PM): yeah
afflictedxheart (11:56:34 PM): alright
afflictedxheart (11:56:51 PM): yesterday my dad started an incredibly rediculous argument he couldnt win at all...
afflictedxheart (11:57:21 PM): he said he told me alot to clean my room, never happened. i asked him to give me a date he told me to clean my room... he ignored and went around the question
afflictedxheart (11:57:31 PM): then he says im depressed and dark...
afflictedxheart (11:57:52 PM): i told him "no fucking duh im depressed, i told you that last year but all you did was laugh at me..."
afflictedxheart (11:58:33 PM): and then he also threw a chair at my bass...and NOBODY i repeat nobody trys to do any harm to my bass...or somthing WILL break, which the victim was...my door
afflictedxheart (11:58:43 PM): i kicked a huuuuuge mother fucking hole in it
afflictedxheart (11:58:50 PM): my foot went right through it...
ONMIK80 (11:58:59 PM): wow
afflictedxheart (11:59:02 PM): then he went crazy on me
ONMIK80 (11:59:09 PM): he shouldnt have done that
afflictedxheart (11:59:20 PM): and i was like "DUDE YOU DONT FUCKING THROW A CHAIR IN MY FUCKING ROOM"
afflictedxheart (11:59:49 PM): then he took off my my aunts house with the family to tell her about it...well his side which he prolly exaderated on...
afflictedxheart (11:59:58 PM): so my aunt called me today...
afflictedxheart (12:00:11 AM): talked to my brother first, then i wanted to talk to her and give her my story...
afflictedxheart (12:00:16 AM): which i did
ONMIK80 (12:00:25 AM): how olds your brother?
afflictedxheart (12:00:33 AM): cuz she reccomended to my dad to take away the keyboard form my computer since im "always" online
afflictedxheart (12:00:35 AM): hes 9...
afflictedxheart (12:01:01 AM): but i told my aunt everything and she was like wow "i shouldnt have told him what to do" or somthing along the lines of her feeling kinda bad
ONMIK80 (12:01:18 AM): do you usually get into fights w/ your dad?
afflictedxheart (12:01:25 AM): used too...
afflictedxheart (12:01:30 AM): but it hadnt happened for like 6 months
ONMIK80 (12:02:35 AM): he REALLY shouldnt have messed w/ your base
ONMIK80 (12:03:03 AM): and if you told him you were depressed he should have taken it as a hint to help you
ONMIK80 (12:03:10 AM): is that what you wanted him to do?
afflictedxheart (12:03:17 AM): well back then yes
afflictedxheart (12:03:27 AM): but i have given up in him for the most part...and i dont go to him for anything
afflictedxheart (12:03:35 AM): i dont even feel comfortable telling him anything
afflictedxheart (12:04:06 AM): i feel alot more comfortable talking to my aunt and uncle...or friends
if things start getting worse i might just stay somewhere else, my idea...not anybody elses...
i feel like i was an accident...it shows it by my dad having no idea on what to do, :sigh: hes such a loser he wanted a family cuz he didnt want to be alone for the rest of his life, it is sad...but fuck i dont know what to say besides hes been a major asshole to me...
well joel rocks...
afflictedxheart (12:09:32 AM): and prolly a place to stay tomarrow cuz i dont want to stay home
trick shot 1000 (12:10:50 AM): id offer my place
trick shot 1000 (12:10:53 AM): but ill be out all day
afflictedxheart (12:11:00 AM): well im talking about at night
trick shot 1000 (12:11:41 AM): well im leaving 9 to go spend night at a friend who lives in mclean
trick shot 1000 (12:11:47 AM): i can cancel
afflictedxheart (12:11:50 AM): ahh i gotcha
trick shot 1000 (12:11:52 AM): if u need a place
afflictedxheart (12:11:56 AM): nah its alright
afflictedxheart (12:12:03 AM): if anything i could find another place
trick shot 1000 (12:12:03 AM): u sure man?
afflictedxheart (12:12:05 AM): yeah
trick shot 1000 (12:12:22 AM): if u dont... tell me ill cancel
afflictedxheart (12:12:29 AM): alright
afflictedxheart (12:12:30 AM): thanks man