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yeah i let people down, especially jaimie and im sorry...
this are just a bunch of songs... that i like, and well you dont have to bother reading it all, but ive got the song titles and artists in bold...
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choking victim - suicide
Sippin on the dragon just the other day tompkins square park up by avenue A halfway down the forty and a pig come up to me he said "listen here boy (ya) gotta show me yer i.d." well living in a police state i tell ya man it ain't that great i know it doesn't even matter what i say but dontcha know there's gotta be a better way i'm all alone, i'm feeling bad, i'm by my self all i ever had
i hate my life, i'm such a mess i wanna die i'm so depressed and every time i look at you
i know exactly what to do
i didn't want to be born
the pleasure all has died so now i'm gonna snuff it with a suicide suicide an ok it's a better way sit in a hot bathtub
(raise a razor) blade and slit yer wrists
watch your life fade to black you have this power to kill yerself called suicide and no-one can take that back there is no better death than suicide, suicide there is no better way.
leftover crack - heroin or suicide
Hey see you know what I, I know what I dont
You promise you promise and I know you won't
The problems and pressures we face everyday
Are sometimes more like but always on display
It breaks in your ears it aches in your bones and brings you to tears
With various incisions you load another bullet
Your shootin' with precision
I'm talented with atrophy yea i do it well
you know I'd like to take a break from suffering in hell
Squattin' is the excuse is I frequently abuse
Either way I hold the chain im gonna need a noose cause PAIN!!!!!!!!
Sweats on my skin, sick with bad memories and burns for my sin PAIN!!!!!!!
To talk with each breath
The only solution is the sweet taste of death!
Don't mistake the demeanor
My kindness and weakness
I'll burn you with reality
While you cry to your Jesus
You're suffocating in two
You're choking in an empty room
You're empty life thats ending soon
Completely spells your doom
I made a choice deep inside
heroin or sucide?
sickness praised in times of need
we waste away from hands of greed
Jesus nailed to wooded T's
cannot compete with my disease
humanity the weak condition my soul is sick from my decision
PAIN!!!! The badness increases
The goodness wants to cry while we are cut to pieces
PAIN!!! Precious death
Paralysed with apathy thats all thats fucking left!
PAIN!!!!!
dashboard confessional - screaming infedities
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
[1.]
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
[2.]
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
[1.]
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
[2.]
Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
[Repeat Four times]
deathcab for cutie - a lack of color
and when i see you
i really see you upside down
but my brain knows better
it picks you up and turns you around
turns you around, turns you around
if you feel discouraged
that there's a lack of color here
please don't worry lover
it's really bursting at the seems
absorbing everything
the spectrum's a to z
this fact not fiction
for the first time in years
and the girls in every girlie magazine
can't make me feel any less alone
i'm reaching for the phone
to call at 7:03 and on your machine a slur a plea for you to come home
but i know it's too late
i should have given you a reason to stay
given you a reason to stay (x3)
this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years
deathcab for cutie - all is full of love
you'll be given love
you'll be taken care of
you'll be given love
you have to trust it
maybe not from the sources
you've poured yours
into
maybe not
from the directions
you are
staring at
twist your head around
it's all around you
all is full of love
all around you
all is full of love
you just ain't receiving
all is full of love
your phone is off the hook
all is full of love
your doors are all shut
all is full of love
alexisonfire - little girls pointing and laughing
I still can remember what you did. Your eyes full of discomfort, bare foot
in a public washroom. Spill on me your nostalgia like warm water and
cataracts that that fell behind self conscious eyes. Hurt so good through
ivory rain and cut throat soap box derby racers. I want you to ruin me.
atreyu - bleeding hearts shed no tears
After all that has transpired
after all thats taken place
after all the stab wounds
and just just before my death
i rise pheonix like a new
from the still burning ashes of false hearts lies
to fly once agains to shine from within
dismember my myself
severe my viens
poisen myself
a heartless joke
slash at my neck
gouge out my eyes
screaming in agony
you pacify me.
bleeding hearts shed no tears
soaked all the way through with remorse and regret
fire to purify my soul and blood to replenish it
i serach in hopes of completion to justify my love for you
nothing ever ends where are souls begin
nothing can save me from myself
you keep me safe
resurrecting my love
an angel like you
can never fall
heaven i found
right in my arms
i found love in you
i find truth in you
i see light in you
and it horrifies me
well im done, and i love you all dearly